posted on Sep, 12 2003 @ 09:47 PM
(forgive me for any spelling errors or grammar mistakes in this post, the subject matter disturbs me intensely, like nothing else I've ever
experienced. I get scared just thinking about it, so thinking about and typing this is very, very hard and I need to stop every few words.)I have had
twice in the last year very, disturbing and similar 'dreams'.
In the first one I was stood in my old bedroom and my moter came in, she then started to bounce around the room but like she was a balloon, distorted
and stretched. It was more like an animation than aballoon though, it was weird. She was laughing manically all the time.
Then she landed on my head and bounced off.
Then she threw me across the room, grabbed me by the neck and picked me up. I could feel my strength sapping and I started to lose control of my
body. I fought back and eventually woke up.
But I could still feel the presence trying to take me over.
I focussed myself and drove it away.
The second time was very similar but it wasn't my mother, it was a figure I couldn't really make out, dark and light at the same time. This one was
less disturbing due to it not being my mother trying to take me, but the same thing happened, I struggled with the thing and woke up, only to still
feel it trying to take me, I fought it off again.
Note, I'm not Christian nor do I believe in any organised religion, I believe in my own will and that is what got me through both events so any
advice to go to a priest will be respectfully declined, but thankyou or the concern.
Note, I Loved my mother very much and she Loved me too. She passed away in 2001, the dreams have only happened since her death.
There have been a number of odd occurences in my sister's house too involving her kids, an orb sighting, the gas fire turning itself off and the only
one I have been witness to, the stereo turning itself down by itself (It's never done it before and isn't designed to do it automatically when left
alone, anyway, it was playing an album, what would be the point in designing a stereo which turns the volume down whilst you're listening to it?).
I've got a horrible feeling I'm going to have a bad dream now that I've written all this down and made it more real.
Hopefully I won't be asleep long enough, I have to get up in 3 hours.
So, that's me, hi.
Edit: I can't even read the first recounting back to edit a mistake I noticed glancing at it, gonna have to leave the mistake there I'm afraid.
I'm sorry, it's the only thing I've ever wanted to just block out of my mind completely, a lot of things which truly terrify me also fascinate me,
but not this.
[Edited on 13-9-2003 by Ðany]