Originally posted by marg6043
We should always blame the leaders that are sitting in air conditioned rooms giving the orders, their irresponsibility and lack of judgement is what
is hurting our troops in the field and our American nation.
WRONG. Soldiers fight wars. Without soldiers could you stage an invasion? No, not a chance. Can you imagine the result if every soldier said "no, I
signed up to protect our nation from invasion and defend the constitution. I will not invade another country for developing weapons. I will not fight
your war."
You say, marg, that we had no choice? That is an outright lie. I had a choice, a very clear one; go fight the war or give them the finger and go to
jail. Guess what, I
chose to fight their war. I
chose not to go to jail. I
chose to not face the ridicule of my peers. I
chose, marg, to abandon my convictions.
For my crimes, I am in hell. I see little girls bringing me a diet coke and getting their limbs blown off from IEDs every night while I
try to
sleep. I break out in a sweat at the sight of a Christmas ornament (Christmas '03 I was ambushed in Iraq, shot in the back, severed tendons in my
wrist, watched several innocent Iraqi men die and watched the bad guy's torso leak blood from my 240B) I see men laying dead at my feet, frothy pink
fluid trickling from their ears, blood on my hands. I am in hell, marg, for my crimes. I suffer as I should, as God allows. Don’t patronize me by
saying it wasnt my fault, damn you. I had choice. I went, I pulled the trigger, I kicked the head, I left the little girl to die, and damn you for
saying it was some suite in washington what am i, a child? i cant make my own decisions? i hope you never see the hell I am in right now, the pain my
soul must endure to be purified I hope you someday realize the damage you do to vets by making them feel good about what they have done, by giving
them the strength to repress their guilt and there by turn them into zombies for the few years they are on earth, and helping satan slide them right
on into hell. hope your do-gooder conscience feels great now.
Dont patronize us. If you want to feel good about self go feed the homeless on thanksgiving. Let us have our our guilt, our sorrow, and our
repentance; these are the things that will save us in the end. GO to combat and find out or get the hell out of the kitchen.