posted on Sep, 19 2005 @ 02:20 AM
Aggg This is the third time I have tried replying to this so Ill make this alot shorter , . First and foremost thank you for your reply. I
understand its very eay to be skeptical, but my situation goes way beyond hallucinations and things like that, I have the eeg's cat scans pet scan
xrays and mris, 30 day evaluations, and rorschats to prove it. My family just is very gifted. My one sister can predict what number you are thinking
of, and not just 1 or 2 digits she would guess combinations to locks that I had to keep her out of things like my diary and such, she would also guess
what we were getting for christmas,even when my mother would hide the presents at families houses. My youngest sister can tell you who is going to
die, and who is going to have a baby just by having a dream. and I started communicating with the other side, from the time I was 3. I would sit for
hours talking to my adopted brother who was 4. No big deal, but he died the year before I was born. he had drowned in the pond in front of our house
at the time.
I have always been special. The cattle thing was not something that I had manfested myself through the power of suggestion. Sorry, wish it was, but
it was something that was very bad, and was only confirmed when I told my mother in law about my dreams when I first moved in, and thats when they
told me it made sense because they were told that it was once a cattle farm.
My mom came to visit me because when she was on this plane we had always joked about her coming to the show crossing over to visit me, but I have
never been able to get tickets.
When I found out she had a lump in her lung, I was about to fall asleep when my aunts voice started telling me(she passed the year before-which
before I knew I heard her tell me goodbye and she loved me and I felt a hand go through the back of my hair.), and I started seeing the exact events
leading and surrounding my moms fight with cancer, down to the detail of what sheets were on her bed, the night she died. I had moved from West VA to
hiladelphia to take care of her throughout her battle.
I was always the kid who was never allowed to play with other children because when I would spend the night at someones house and the parents would
ask how my night was, imagine a 12 year old telling you they saw people being burned alive in their sleep, or vivid dreams of someone being bludgeoned
to death and then finding out the house or apartment was once a crime scene.
By the time I was 13 I had been deep into meditation, I was fascinated by theology, and had become a practicing wiccan. I had wanted so badly to have
an outer body experience, that I would spend hours locked in my room, with scented candles and incense, I have a feeling thats where the paranormal
friends I had became not so nice. Almost every documented case of poltergeist activity surrounds a girl(usually) going through puberty. I was 11
when it happened. I may have just dabbled a little too deeply, before I was ready, and whatever it was started taking full advantage.
As for mass psychosis, and generational mental illness, why is it bloody handprints appeared in my daughters room(whos 2) and she had not one scratch
on her anywhere? I will be more than happy to provide photos and post them, once I actually get my hands on a digital camera, other than my logitech
quickcam. She actually was talking to an invisible friend one day, a few weeks ago before she went to go visit her grandparents, and also said, good
bye green cloud.My other half has been trying to remove them but it is been very hard to do.
As for the things going on in my room, call it what you will, the truth of the matter was that I had a very good friend calling me every night because
she felt she was being attacked by something she couldnt see, and I tried to help her, I basically stuck my nose where it didnt belong. And up until
recently, I have been really hesitant to talk about this event for fear of giving it strength.
And as for the faces distorting, It would happen while we would be having a very casual conversation, over a cup of coffee, and it would just happen,
I will also clarify this was usually someone I had romantic interest in, and I do believe it was something trying to warn me, because if you recall in
my earlier post, they usually wound up being involved in something very bad later down the road. Two examples being One is now in jail for raping a
stripper, and the other is in jail for life, because he robbed and sliced a man with a straight edged razor. I do believe given these circumstances,
I can hardly say my brains misfiring.
I just wanted to know if anyone has had depression due to overload of psychic activity, or if the depression causes you to be more of a target of
unsavory psychic attacks.