posted on Dec, 4 2011 @ 12:51 PM
Hi, I was born in 1981 & perhaps I canhelp you shed some *light* on what it means to be an INDIGO.
First, I want to mention that IDENTIFYING as a Crystal, Indigi, Light Worker, etc...doesn't make you or me SPECIAL or better than anyone...there is a
very HEAVY burden/responsibility on our shoulders.
We are not SATISFIED with the material world. We litterally FEEL sick to our stomach by people we VALUE others by money, beauty, fame, fortune,
etc...we could care less. And the irony is that we are often born into VERY materialist families. We are often not accepted by our families because we
do not share their SHALLOW outlook or work ethic which makes them think we are physically lazy.
In many ways, our saving grace is our unshakeable FAITH & we are born in attractive bodies/faces so we have just enough of the EXTERNAL tobe accepted,
however, when it comes to IDEAS/IDEALS morals, we clash..I my thoughts no matter how intelligent have neve rreally been ambraced by the majority of my
family. I have ALWAYS looked outside my "bloodline" towards friends, neighbors EVEN complete strangers for understanding - I have actualy BONDED
with complete strangers within MINUTES more than some people in my family for have known me my entire life.
We see FAR beyond the physical.material world. Earth can seem like a lonely cold place for us...ever since I got a computer & internet access - I have
been searching for MEANING to WHY I am so sensitive & even psychic.HOnestly, I ssumed that everyone was able to read others like I do. When really,
most people are clueless about others & their motives (even their own) its as if they are blinded or blocked from the TRUTH that I see SO clearly.
YES, we are greatly misunderstood. Recently I was told by a psychic friend that my AURA was open at my birth so I can ABSORB both positive/negative
enrgy very easily.
If I were to write down EVERY experience I have had with Angels & Demons - miracles & misfortunes. Visions - it would literally be a novel. On the
outisde, I ama pretty ordinary young woman.
I am a single mother and I CHOSE this PATH. My child hood was so traumatic that I feel marriage is not for me unless I meet a man who is my TWIN soul
- no other man will do since I already know they will not be faithful or treat me the way I deserve.
I have been called self-centered & I do have an uncanny sense of entitlement but I know this comes with a price...my birth parents had a lot of
problems mentally & emotionally. My brother & I were placed in foster homes as small chilren. Finally my aunt (who could not have children) adopted us
along with her husband who is old enough to be our grandfather.
Despite personal harships at such a young age, I am FULL of Empathy & some say WISDOM.I look at least 10 years YOUNGER than my chronological (earth)
Now that he is sick, I feel that there as been a SPIRITUAL opening or awakening that is FORCING me to realize that there is so much MORE to life than
we can see, touch, hear...I have heard angels singing in the early hours of the morning. I have also been approache by the most even man (demon in
human form) when I was out with a friend late at night.
I must mention that New York City (Queens) is my home. This is one of the most EVIL, low vibration cities in the world hence why it is so powerful
(financial district) and WHY we are constantly being attacked. I was 20when 911 happened & I had a vision 2 weeks before the towers were hit MORE
than ONE. I just "knew" & also had a VISiON....there was absolutely NO logical way fir me to know...Indigos & others have very VIVID.
I would also liket to ADD that I have NEVER worshipped the Devil (satan). I am very GOD/JESUS conscious & believe who heartedly in ANGELS...I read
someone on THIS website feels that "Indigo Children is a CONSPIRACY from SATAN."
People are entitles to their OPINION however, there are not coming from a place of LOVE/acceptance but judgement....there is NO human being on EARTH
who knows 100% what is evil/good since every human being is a MIX of both or else we would be ANGELS not human - something to PONDER.
IF you are an INDIGO, CRYSTAL or LIGHTWORKER - you will just know. It can be scary when you are a CHILD, however as an ADULT with self
kknowledge/EDUCATION & the guidance of GOD/ Guardian Angels ~ everything will begin to CLICK & unfold. You might not understand for a VERY long time
until you have an AWAKENING ( as I have recently).
Suddenly EVERTHING you have experienced: good, bad, weird, inspirational etc...will make PERFECT sense.
All the BEST to YOU on YOUR journey - feel free to respond & ask me questions!! Infinite Blessings.