posted on Sep, 1 2003 @ 05:50 PM
I am embarrassed by the new wardrobe and sash. I (seem to) have inherited it from two great luminaries in research and writing at ATS.
With these threads come increased paranoia about the conspiracy against ATS Way Above types:
* I can't send U2U's, but I have discovered that I really do have 900 of them to clear. I couldn't believe it.
* Why hasn't William announced the August winner?! I have never offended him more than 50 times!
* Why don't the June, July and August ATS Way Above Award winners get a points bonus?
* Why did I dip out on 250 of the 500 free points instalment (of the total 1500 free points) that were passed out last week?
* Is everyone out to get me?
* Why is it that I am hypnotically drawn to chit chat topics, forever incrementally moving me towards tranquility, when my true perception of the
world is the opposite?
Can you not feel the FEAR?