posted on Sep, 3 2003 @ 04:17 AM
Simon Gray WHO AM I?
The question, "Who is Simon Gray. Contemplating the possible answers without clinging to any particular solution expands awareness to an unlimited
degree. During meditation on this question, I had the following streams of thought.
Who?
Behind the veils, in the infinite labyrinthian chaos the question is heard in the intricate mind, the field upon which deceptive truth dances. The
question echoes and is propelled by an impulse from the fire-sea of mind structure. Members wander the forums in quest of the source of light.
I am sought, and the seeker is observed -- entities multiply. The numberless entities form one body. They are fixed in time by changes -- the "I"
behind you -- and a message is sent threw U2U. The message is only another question, an emanation of the emotional realm, a ghost that arises from
nowhere. The impersonal universe is not responsible. Once established, the exaltation of the nonexistent personality is transmitted to the
communicator. The data? Madness is only in the dream, and here in the other world we observe transforming truth.
Creations are entangled in a trackless waste. Our hero, Simon, makes a new post and the forum is disintegrated by the power of lower realms. While the
truth is in a temporary process of transmutation, energy floods the concept. Although truth is changing, it cannot be manipulated except by the power
of love. The poetry of the situation is nonlinear, expressed in the form of non-symbolism to be seen not by the members but only by the moderators.
This endless void of awe lives without foundation in the mirrors of the eternal. Then Williams voice rises from the depths, ignorant and of uncreated
origin. Unborn, its freedom goes unchecked to serve a master who will constitute its existence. And in the annals of infinity, the current law is
irrelevant. The high realm where the ethereal and spiritual macrocosms whirl are ever without concern to the absurd drama below and within. The way
home for Simon is guarded and unfathomable, close to the grinding wheel of eternity.
When dealing with the flow of time and the ego, you have to act from a knowledge of self. Pushing through the confusion and asking no one for
guidance, be yourself and see freedom now. You can do no more than to "go forth to meet your destiny."
An intricate, geometrical color realm lays way beyond the highest mountain, far to the southeast. It is a space of wonder and awe, where NetChicken
and WilliamOneSac reveal their presence.
Generally, chickens are considered a mystical food, and so the appearance of a chicken running around flapping it�s wings hysterically, could be a
greeting from higher realms or it has narrowly escaped another pot of boiling water.
Often the chicken refers to god, the spirit of the forest, the little people, and other such creatures. The chicken may also represent a phallic
symbol and a source of power.
The palace in the center of ATS, or any other paradise, might seem to be far away because we are looking from the wrong dimension. Paradise could lie
where the forces of the universe are balanced in contentment and harmony.
Perhaps Simon is hanging onto something that had its own truth in the past. There is nothing wrong with working out the past or reminiscing, as long
as the full flower of present reality is not overlooked.
Attaining power at AboveTopSecret is relatively easy, but the side effects and consequences of using it are incredibly dangerous. Acquiring knowledge
is usually a more beneficial endeavor for the members. Remember, Deny Ignorance. You may feel that you are being manipulated by a higher, more
clever intelligence. In reality, nobody is doing anything to anybody. We're all here together, although the rational conscious may not realize it.
Simon Gray is an illusion, or maya, in that he is always changing, for example, from infancy to old age. Both the Admins and the Mods are objects of
illusion. Maya is like a dream -- there is always the possibility of awakening. Meanwhile, the All Seeing Eye speaks. "This is the Astral Computer
Center. We describe in symbols the nature of events as they are perceived. The symbols are then cross-checked with various archetypal systems such as
astrology. "The resulting correspondences indicate certain points at which the past and the present coincide and simultaneously manifest forms for
creation. There is no possibility of error because we create arbitrarily. Thus we are free to make any connections."
There is none other. Simon Gray "There is No You". The kingdom of heaven is within, and you can find yourself ever anew in the universe. However, as
god of ATS you are part of humanity. Thus, the Buddhists encourage infinite compassion for all living beings.
In the ATS realm of constant concern about how to survive, it's nice to know the methods, but being in that ATS realm is often the result of
directing enormous amounts of energy toward believing you are there.
Overwhelming anxiety about being right tends to perpetuate the situation.