this is going to be a VERY WIERD post, but something very hard to explain happened last night, but Ill start with some history about my
experiences:
1. I started having sleep paralysis when i was 14 and it scared me to death, i told religious family members about it and they told me it was demons,
and to say in the name of Yeshua, i command u to leave, that never did work well.... The paralysis became frequently as once a week, and start to be
accompanied by dreams which always scared me where i heard demonic voices, but i started to get used to it, even to the point that i would tell the
"demons" to come to my face and fight like a man, and actually attempt to punch the air hoping to hit something

(in my paralysis dream) as i
turned 17 and went out on my own it became so frequent that i realized it only happened when im alone or in complete darkness. So i began sleeping
only with the TV on where it never occured.
2. 19 years old, my first paralysis which was accompanied by a brief ghost sighting, (a pretty girl:up

and a brief OBE. I was floating thru the
apartment, saw a cat at the steps looking up at me (we didnt own a cat) and then floated THROUGH the door to see the same lighting and cars out front
as i did when i woke up at that point due to what seems as me getting overly excited at the situation. Now the paralysis/dreams/OBE's became
frequent, except my OBE's would only allow me to go as far as slipping out of bed onto the floor in a struggle to wake myself up thinking im fighting
demons.

The paralysis got so bad i had sleeping issues and could not turn off lights and go to sleep like normal people, i could only fall asleep
at the point where my eyes couldnt stay open anymore, the doctor said the sleep problems occur because i "couldnt turn off my mind to go to sleep"
which was the accurate description except i wouldnt tell him the rest so that i wouldnt get sent to the psych ward... So i began taking tylenol PM's
to fall asleep, then i need 2 to fall asleep, now i need 2 pills and 2 beers to fall asleep (i know its very unhealthy but when u have a job and
school work u need to be awake enuff to perform and cant walk around sleepy all day, u have to take drastic measures) i wouldnt say im an alcoholic
now, but i am alcohol dependent now because the pills rarely work on their own... its gotten to the point where i get 2 hours of sleep one night, and
stay tired all day looking forward to a good sleep the next night, this way i dont need the alcohol, but now i have one good day and one bad day...
back to the point now
3. 24 years old now, the past couple years of college led me to research on my faith and i am no longer religious, i still believe in a higher power
yet feel betrayed by the world for lying to me and forcing me to realize we live in a matrix on my own. My paralysis "demons" never showed up
again, now paralysis was simple dreams and i began to realize that my mind is simply f*&%$#@ with me and my subconscious is responsible for these
dreams, not demons, if u believe there are demons, u will deal with them, if u dont, u wont.. this is my experience
4. Past few months i had 3 unique experiences, the first one was a dream which i posted here:
www.belowtopsecret.com...'
the second one was the same conciousness except i was in a device similar to a skyride in a theme park except it was made out of all grey metal and
falling sideways as if gravity went left instead of down, and i wasnt on planet earth, it reminded of something out of the movie total recall except
it was a dark atmosphere and i was falling sideways in the cart, towards a gigantic structure which seemed to have an indoors where life forms would
be inside it... this is the first time i was actually able to go from my "dream" to my sleeping state without opening my eyes, i was scared as i
was "falling" even though it was sideways and the fear led me to check that it was indeed a dream so i "woke up" briefly withouth opening my eys
actually seeing what i would see if my eyes were open (pillow, my arm, short sleeve white shirt) and fading back into the "dream" feeling safer that
i wasnt actually going to die... but when i saw the giant structure i got overly excited at what was happening that i woke up...
now last night was the wierdest, since the last dream i read about RV and AP on this site, so yesterday was one of my tired days where i knew i would
get a good sleep at night, so around 1AM (which is good in my case rather than the usual 6AM) i turn off the lights and drift asleep. Ive had
normal reoccuring dreams in the past where im driving a car and cannot reach or find the break pedal, so i had this dream again last night except i
wasnt on a road, i was in a tunnel, and a small round one, no flat surface, i was driving in a concrete tube, im not clustophobic (sp?) but i started
to get afraid of being in this tunnel since it seemed to never end and i had no breaks and the car was acting like u would in a swimming park slide
drifting back and forth, there was a car in front of me as well, so i check to make sure its a dream (i have no idea how to explain how i control
this, i just do) and without opening my eyes i check to make sure im still in bed, yup, check! so now i feel safer and the tunnel comes to an end, and
the wierdest thing was, i was coming out to a conveyer built as luggage does in an airport which was too wierd and i was no longer in a car, i was in
a dark house with all the lights shut off as i hop off the belt into the kitchen, im floating now, and i look around, i feel 100% conscious, im am
looking around as if i am awake but realizing i am not, im floating now, this is too cool im thinking, my brain is in full working order, and im
thinking bout AP n RV i read about on this site, so im about to see what this is all about, i remember thinking how much control i had, and how i
could wake up any second, i actually had a brief paralysis moment and was able to shake it off after concentrating on what was happening, next thing
u know i look down and im overlooking a city in the day time, i am actually flying high over a city, defenitely not NY which im closest too, it was
too nice of a city, had nice parks and greeen grass everywhere, but the wierdest part, is i saw other people flying too, except they were down by the
ground and they would appear out of nowhere and disappear in flying formation, there must have been about 10 in my view at a time, thats when i
thought, wow this is actually happening, but i had this wierd gravitational pull going on, i dont remember which direction it was in but no matter
where i would push myself off of things to boost my floating that i would slowly drift back, and there was a "ceiling" i couldnt go thru, i tried to
gain momentum to shoot thru it but i could not go higher than a certain point, thats when i looked down and saw the people flying in the streets, so i
immediately gain enuff momentum to go down there except it didnt take long, it felt like i was a giant, not human size, not any size at all, it was
like that movie being john malchovich almost, when i get down to the street i see a man that resembled albert einstien with glass walking away from
me, i "grab a hold of him" and i see a flash of light grow bigger and bigger and thats when i hear a woosh, like driving on the highway with the
windows open, and i felt this crazy tingling all over me and i thought immediately that i must have just connected with somebody else! and although
visually the flash went away i was now in a more dreamy state, as if a bubble was around me and now i heard and echo type atmosphere, and immediately
felt like i should say something, i said "can u hear me? a couple times, and after the second time i heard a voice! none i ever heard, it said it
right back, can u hear me? i said YES!!! now im excited, then he said, "how are you, im a psychologist" and that was it, i couldnt believe what
was happening, right there i hear the woosh! and woke up!!! i could barely fall back asleep i was so excited, , i remember thinking how conscious i
felt and that this wasnt a dream, i remember thinking how when i wake up i wont believe what just happened , but when i woke up, i knew it all
happened, and i wanted to go back, but couldnt, i was too excited.... i jus fell back asleep eventually with no more experience....
im sorry for such a long post, but i need to know if im just crazy, and it was all just a dream, or did something special happen? any replies will be
appreciated, im investigating this online as well but i know this site can help with some info, thank u for your time...