posted on Jul, 10 2005 @ 09:15 PM
Hey, thanks for the advice guys. I guess I'm just in one of those "bad things" waves... I don't know, it feels like some of the stuff
surrounding that trip was a part of me, no matter how idiotic that sounds. I mean my friend was definitely a really big part of my life, since being
a teenager most of what I do is hang out with my friends. Just now, about 5 minutes ago, I suffered another blow. I haven't seen another one of my
good friends on a couple of months, and everytime I called the people he's staying with (his parents kicked him out), they didn't know where he was.
They said he'd call me when he gets back. I called them just now, and found out he moved back to Indiana. Guess he didn't have my number, or just
didn't care to call... Ugh, it feels like I have to start all over from scratch, and I had such a good thing built up.