posted on Jul, 7 2005 @ 12:50 PM
From the very second i caught glimpse on Sky News of the Jet smashing into the side of the WTC in NY on September 11th 2001, my heart bled for the
victims and their families.
On 12th October 2002 i got the most gut-wrenching feeling when i heard that an explosive device had ripped through a nightclub full of people and felt
great sadness that those people would not be coming home from their holidays.
When 4 devices ripped apart 2 passenger trains in the Spanish capital on 11th March 2004 i felt less pain than the previous two bombings but still had
some feelings of anger towards the people that had carried out the attacks.
And on 7th July 2005 (Today), when 4 devices were detonated in London (MY OWN COUNTRY), i felt less emotion than i did during all three of the
Dont get me wrong im still angry, and my heart goes out to all the victims and their families, its just i honestly thought that if a terrorist attack
ever happened in my home nation id be devastated and uncontrollable with anger, but im not!!!
Have i became heartless or just resigned myself to the fact that we live in an age where terrorism is just a part of everyday life???
Its such a shame that i dont feel extreme anger towards these people anymore because im so used to it happening!