The Confession Thread

Yeah,

late at night i clutch my pink 101 dalmations pillow and cry like a little girl beacuse i have no friends, then i cry till i cannot cry anymore so then i get luke-warm water and pretend those are tears mix them with NaCl (salt) then i put them on my face.

Till the point when i dont pay my water bill anymore from all the exessive crying then i start forcing myself to cry, then i eventually cry out de-oxygenated blood.

THen after i finish crying my eyes are swollen to the size of californian oranges from all the crying, then i go to macdonalds (where i work) in my cheap falling-apart car then get fired because i deep fried my friends hand beacuse i cant see jack from my swollen eyes.

Wow, thats a load off my chest.

OK, ALL THIS EMOTION IS MAKING ME CRY, IM GOING TO GO CARESS MY PINK 101 DALMATION PILLOW AND CRY............OUR MY KNEE SYNOVIAL FLUID!!!!!

sheeesh, what a baby....

Short of cutting onions, I don't think I have cried in over a year. I just don't feel emotions as strongly as I did when I was younger.

My mind has become so analytical that I don't seem to be able to empathize either.

Originally posted by Jonna


My mind has become so analytical that I don't seem to be able to empathize either.

Ouch, we may need to talk about this. I think we all have this problem at one time or another.

Originally posted by SpittinCobra

Originally posted by Jonna


My mind has become so analytical that I don't seem to be able to empathize either.

Ouch, we may need to talk about this. I think we all have this problem at one time or another.

Well, I've always been more of an isolationist then anything else and, except for the internet, I really don't bother to interact with others. I just don't see much that is gained by it and, in my life, connections have been 98% of the time just not worth the effort. I suppose that as I get older my ways become more solidified as well. I don't think that I am any more unhappy then anyone else. It's just how I am.

However, lately I'm getting into one of my indifference phases and the people that I do care about are just 'there'. I can see them, I can hear them, but they feel numb to the touch. I really don't get excited about these 'phases' of mine as they eventually pass. I suppose that I feel like I should at least act out the motions, but I don't. I just don't connect even when I would like too.

Yes i have another confession,

Usually i dont wipe my ass properly, so by mid-day my ass gets fukkkking itchy, so then i put my hands down my pants stick my fingers right up my bum, then after i finish scratching, i take it out then sniff my finger, on good days when i get chunks of fecies on my hands, i stick in my mouth, swallow it.....then vomit it out

(I am a great fan of Scat)

Originally posted by Hantam
Yes i have another confession,

Usually i dont wipe my ass properly, so by mid-day my ass gets fukkkking itchy, so then i put my hands down my pants stick my fingers right up my bum, then after i finish scratching, i take it out then sniff my finger, on good days when i get chunks of fecies on my hands, i stick in my mouth, swallow it.....then vomit it out

(I am a great fan of Scat)

Ill that is the nastiest thing I herd all day.

I have a confession too.

I am the proud owner of the biggest collection of Spice Girl merchendise on the planet.

Just kidding, or am I?

[edit on 6/29/2005 by GoldEagle]

that is sick behond anything i have ever heard before.

thats just PURE nasty!

poor boy!! ewww............

nasty nasty.

oni x x

(im a good girl and an angel i have no secrets)

Yeah right you have secrets! Share 'Em!

Late at night when I stay up (during the summer like now) I get a tad bit perverted and I talk about anything. LoL I play the ask a question game with girls. LoL It's funny but it gets over the top sometimes. Like last night this girl and I got into some pretty deep chatting.

Note: I is 13

My computer is fixed!!!

Now cpr12r, tell us in great detail about this 'deep chat'!
And how do I join the Asala fan club????

That time of my life before I 'pulled myself up by the bootstraps' and stopped everything. I still miss it sometimes, I think I will forever.

I used to regularly pee on the door handles of an office building on my way home from the pub.

It used to cheer me up when i saw people open the doors as i walked past the following morning on my way to work.

I feel a little guilty about it even though it was years ago. I had problems back then.