posted on May, 26 2005 @ 07:28 PM
I can't say that you are an alien experiencer. So don't assume it from what I say now.
But the things you describe and the way you describe them are very close to how it's always been for me. Because of my spiritual experiences from my
earliest memory, I always knew there was more to God and nature than what my religion was teaching me, and that my religion was teaching me things
that are not true, and that religion is not God. I had the sensation that God is natural and can't be manufactured or sold or dictated by any person,
and that God is everywhere regardless of any fault of anybody on Earth. You don't need to know alien people to experience this kind of spiritual
I didn't know that many of the strange things, psychic and spiritual- meaning natural, that happened to me all my life had anything to do with people
from other worlds. Not all of them did, and some I had known were of spirits of people I knew who had died, and of people I knew who were alive, and
some were divine life- angels, some were strictly my own abilities and my own spirit talking to myself and showing me future events, and many were of
things I knew were real, but not what or who they were. These things happened enough to be normal to me, but not to take over my sense of normal life,
and I knew a few other people who some of these things happened also. So I was all right with it and tried to use it to my advantage as a warning
system, and watched for opportunities to take messages to help myself and others in our daily lives.
My husband Jack was also experiencing these things all his life, but not to the degree that I was, or maybe he was just not paying as much attention,
which is what I think. The day arrived for Jack and I to meet our alien contacts physically, and suddenly crazy, incredible things started happening
day and night, but because of what we had already experienced all our lives, as strange everything that started happening was, we could see that the
alien beings were just more people to have those familiar experiences with, only now to a much greater, further advanced level, more on their level,
and this understanding wove their continuous presence into our whole lives in retrospect. This eventually gave us a saving sense of security that they
had always known us and visited us, and knew what they were doing with us. But at first we were so "flabbergasted" and kind of in shock for a couple
of weeks, that no calm understanding could eek through right away. Once we calmed down and started to get used to the aliens and the way they pop and
zoom and flash in and out, and the way they look! and the way they communicate and meet us in other states of consciousness- everything started to
make sense, especially about all of our previous psychic and spiritual experiences, and our natural abilities to have them. What helped us stay lucid
and stable the most is that I wrote every single thing down as it happened.
For me, after physically meeting my alien contacts- my original family and oldest "long lost" friends, my feelings of longing did not subside, but
intensified to a barely tolerable level and stuck on high that way for months. Jack did not seem to suffer as much with this as I did, or maybe he hid
it. I could never describe it, and it seemed to take forever to subside. I felt I met my soul face to face and I was mortified with myself in front of
it. I felt that the aliens and what they were doing here were the meaning of my own existence as well, and my meaning and connection to life. But
these feelings I had toward the aliens- "about" the aliens- feelings that so completely overpowered my body and mind, were all about me discovering
myself. I felt such a deep, giddy, indescribable LOVE bursting inside of myself, so I was surprised and shocked and horrified to find the aliens so
ugly and scary. I thought they should be so beautiful- and now I know, of course, we are all beautiful, and equally shockingly ugly to each other race
to race. Anyway, pretty is as pretty does and if so, then we humans take the cake on ugly.
Jack and I work together with alien life, specifically with the leaders of the organization of visiting races, and that's the way it was meant to be.
We are part of our alien contacts as friends and family by soul, and their efforts are our efforts. The same as we came here for this, Jack and I were
meant to be together. Neither of us could do what we do progressively without the other. Please don't think I'm being cheesy, because once a person
discovers this about himself, he can look up from himself, out of his eyes at our world and the Universe and see that it is true for every single
being- we all have a purpose and a destiny and a mission whether we ever physically realize we are working on it or not. We all have a divine purpose
to our creation with no-matter-who or whatever race of people our spiritual origination is. We are all different race to race, and all the same kind
as people. Every world is alien to every other. We share the same space of the Universe world to world like we humans share the space of our world
country to country. Advanced races share a lot better then we do yet, though.
I don't know if you have alien contact, but it is plain to me that you are a deeply spiritual man with great insight and ability. And I know you have
a spiritual mission to your life. If you are to work with alien life, then that is a small part your entire destiny. If you will work with alien life,
you are already on your way. I did not meet my alien contacts until I was 28, married with my life partner, and raising our five kids. It happened at
the most carefully planned, opportunistic time that Jack and I could handle best, when we had support from each other for it, and could understand it
and progress with it together.
For you and for anybody who wants to work with alien life, you want your physical contact to happen at the exact time it's supposed to happen. It is
abundantly hard enough to overcome the constant initial stress of having alien beings around you under the best conditions, and if you continue, there
will be a endless tide of residual difficulties with your family and community to accept. Most people never pass go with their alien contact. But once
you pass go and get to know the aliens personally yourself as the individual people they are, you will see them like I see them. They are our closest
neighbors, and make the most awesome team of "the" professionals of their entire races- scientists, explorers, diplomats, spiritual teachers- now
all working together here to build a diplomatic relationship with our world and help our race take our place among our local group of worlds.
Everybody can help in some way whether they are a personal alien experiencer or not. Advancing our race and uniting our worlds is a spiritual effort
as well as a physical effort, and we are ALL body and spirit- nobody is excluded. This is OUR world, and OUR humanity, and our evolution belongs to
every single human being ever part of it, past present and future. As you can see, there is an awful lot of work to do. Please sign up and bring your
(Jack told me to write that last part.)
[edit on 5/26/2005 by EarthSister]