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has anyone heard of a project lancelot?

i can't find anything on the web that sounds like it. cannot find it in your site. back in 2004 i was dating a vietnam veteran on contractor duty for what i thought was a national lab in calif. he broke off our relationship abruptly. i loved him very dearly and thought he loved me but he left me for this awful war or something around it.

before that he was meeting with some secret group of vietnam vets, retired police, and retired fed agents on this lancelot thing. i think that is the name of it because that is all i could see on the paper titles on his desk.

the whole thing was strange to me because all of a sudden james was checking out library books and buying others on alternative medicine, homeopathy, and cancer. it scared me because i thought he was sick. all james would tell me is that some people were working on a way to defend the country against germs. i think it had something to do with homeopathy because james was suddenly reading many books on that subject and asking me what i knew. he spent a lot of time researching it on the internet.

i told james that i thought homeopathy was all a big fraud using sugar pills
and water. that is what shocked me. james said it was not! he said that he and others had witnessed proof it was not. he said this professor was maybe the first in the world to demonstrate beyond any doubts that it worked. i laughed and said it must be a government plot to use mind control to cure us of avian flu! james said he thought that at first when attending the meeting because that is how it was painted to them. to his surprise it worked. this professor he mentioned was fixing people and dogs with cancer using it. james said they had already put some nationwide system in place to defend the country without using a single tax dollar. all just veterans doing it as charity.

james was no flake or dummy. he spent 25 years in the army and retired as a colonel. he was a 32nd mason but also a sincere christian. i am a democrat and james was very right wing conservative. he was not an extremist. he would not be involved with that.. i asked if he was working for masons due to his secrecy but he said not. he said this professor knew all about masonry, knew james was a mason, and was clearly higher than he could figure. illuminate? james did not think so. we talked about all that at times before and james said these people were very different but also related. he could not tell me more than that.

what james did tell me was that most cancer is already cured. but most people do not know that or want to. i know that to be true but do not understand how homeopathy ties in. james also told me that he was so happy to work with these people because the professor had recruited
all serious christians. creepy! he said the man handpicked only the best people the country has in areas of their need. that is why james was selected. all that made sense at the time but this. james told me that these researchers also had a cure for abortion. that sounds crazy!! james said it sounds crazy because i do not know the details. cure abortion???

that is the biggest reason james left me. he wanted me to know that as a feminist. he laughed that what he was working on was so brilliantly skeemed that it did not have to be secret. it greatly excited him as a christian. i guess he did not love me more than politics and creepy militarty things. he broke my heart to conspire on some right wing thing i do not understand. i only know that it was very real to him and that his mind was fully awake. he was not brainwashed. he was not under any form of mind control that i could tell. that is what was so creepy about it. he was just so excited. but how can you use sugar and water to defend the country? what does that have to do with christian right, masons, and abortion??? could it relate to the holy grail???? weird. what do you know?