Personally, I find myself more open minded than most people. This is partly because I overanalyze things, and often find that there is no perfect
solution. I am constantly making calculations on possible outcomes (in a basic sense, its kinda like the computer in wargames playing tic tac toe
with itself and ending up determining there's no solution, or in some ways, its like sitting there and trying to find the exact value of pi every
time there is a choice).
Basically, I think like a never ending branching logic tree, and I do find myself uncomfortable around people because they introduce too many choices
and variables and I don't have the time to consider all my choices and still respond in a timely manner.
I especially find myself getting overloaded when I am in large crowds, or there is a lot of stuff going on. This is partly because of my introvert
wiring I suppose, but instead of just ignoring everything, I tend to start queueing stuff to think about, and get behind. This sometimes causes issues
when I am dealing with people, so I deal with it by predicting what they are going to do, but still sometimes I get distracted, or just don't care
enough to bother.
I don't believe in fact, just varying degrees of probability. Sometimes it leads to out of the box solutions, but often it just leads to
indecision.
I think people need to make certain assumptions to function properly, but I understand them as only assumptions. I really hate when people don't
understand that their reality is only a group of assumptions based on perception. Occasionally I used to tweak people by talking them out of
something they firmly believed, but I quit doing it because people tend to become uncomfortable when their reality is turned on its head.
I believe in God, and yes I have actually considered the different possibilities and found other choices to be insufficient. I understand where
evolutionists are coming from but they are missing a few key points. Ultimately, people are going to believe what they choose, so I don't generally
bother debating it on message boards because the debates quickly turn to noise. I've had a few 1 on 1's with a few athiests and did get them to
admit maybe they're not athiests tho. Confronting them with things that never occurred to them tends to throw them off guard. It's not the point
of the thread so I'm not going to go into more detail about it.
I really don't care what people do as long as they thought it through. I generally don't care if people do things just because the feel like it, as
long as they know thats why they did it. Oddly enough, even the most logical decision is ultimately based on our desire to feel a certain way, so as
much as feelings are illogical, they are the basis of human reality. I just can't respect people that insist something is true without being able to
explain why, so I tend to not be interested in most people.
I do get lonely because I often don't think of other people as peers because I don't respect their thought process. I usually don't have to
observe someone more than a few seconds to understand a good deal about them, and because of that usually I lose interest immediately. I've only
completely misjudged someone once, and it was the greatest thing ever. (Basically someone I thought was dumb turned out just to be pretending to be
dumb and actually "schooled" me good. Think "The Game" on a lesser scale. Ok, maybe she was psycho, because she went through waaay too much
effort, but it was still fun.) :]
I really don't care if people are "smart" or not, but I love people who are inqisitive and open minded about everything. Unfortunately, I don't
know many of those people, although I know they're out there.
Ok, I think I went off topic but oh well!


lol.
Play the hand you're dealt,
right? (No pun intended).
(not really).
) my unintentional occasional disdain at having
them not "get it" sooner...I sometimes wish that I was not blessed (cursed?) with my formidable intellect...as Bob Dylan said, "people tell me
it's a sin, to know and feel to much within...", and you'd be surprised how appropriate the old saw "ignorance is bliss" sometimes becomes in my
internal dialogues...