Ditto what Libra said.
Also:
Having been at the top of my highschools "columbine list" a few years ago, I understand how frustrating it is to be suspected of that when it's not
true. If you aren't troubled in that way then please don't take our concern as distrust or as yet another case of people seeing you as "a freak",
because that's honestly not what it is. It's just we've recently seen one of our members who seemed to be at least a reasonably bright young man
make a horrible mistake and take a few people with him, and we wouldn't want to see such a waste repeated by another friend.
As for the big to do over the demeanor of your posts so far, I'm not going to presume to get into your head too much. You could be coming from any of
several points of view with the statements you've made, and I'm sure that however I labeled it you would feel that I was at least a little bit
off-target.
Anyway, what I will say is that there's no need to be anything that you aren't. You can express yourself however you like. You can think what you
want. Be whoever you'd like to be. The flip side of all that is that you don't have to be an outsider, eccentric, compulsive, or any of that stuff
if thats not really you. If you cast yourself as an insane genius when you honestly think there's nothing wrong with you, all you would be doing then
is all you're doing is allowing others to push you around in a way that they really have no ability to do without your cooperation.
Final answer: if you're as grave as you seem to be, just learn to laugh at people. Let them be the wierd ones. "Insanity" can be a self-fulfilling
diagnosis. I prefer to think that I'm sane and everybody else is malfunctioning.



