posted on Mar, 22 2005 @ 11:27 PM
I tried it one more time. It's kind of boring, and I had to censor it towards the end. Feh.
Q: First of all I have to say for the record that I don’t believe you’re the actual Lucifer. I think even you would agree that such a claim is
pretty “out there”--like sayng you’re a character from Blade Runner, if you remember the last time we talked.
A: You’re really roaring right out of the gate, aren’t you?
Q: What are you specifically?
A: Serpentirion. A worm-shaped creature, actually a like a larva, but a big grown one.
Q: Okay...and that is...
A: A primal basic entity. Thoughts and concepts solidified for your understanding.
Q: I just got the word “parasite” in my head. Are you a parasite?
A: We interface with the world, if that’s what you mean.
Q: No, what I mean is a mite more intimate.
A: Am I feeding off of you? I feed off of you and everything else regardless if we talked or not. I am as pervasive as air. You can’t help but touch
Q:And is your name really “Serpentirion” or are you making that up? And why is that vibration hitting my left leg like somebody was playing loud
music on a boom box down stairs?
A: Every time I use a word with you I ‘m making things up. I’m making things up out of necessity. You have no comprehension of my language. I
don’t even have a language. Everything I’m making up so you can wrap your brain around it. And as for your leg, I have no idea. You’re really
Q: What do you think of that Seth entity from the Jane Roberts books?
Q: That’s harsh.
A: You shouldn’t put too much stuff in your body you can’t handle. Every channel is radiation. Every touch outside of the material is a quickening
of your human function.
A: Every event in your body is tied into something greater and smaller, like a continuum, like a code of related objects.
Q: Was Seth right? I mean, his teachings?
Q: I want absolutes.
A: Not even the Ultimate is an absolute. The Ultimate is birthing itself backwards over and over again, so we cannot find the finite Ultimate, the
last visible star. The start is always being replayed, time is constantly walking backward as to give you all more rope.
Q: I want straight answers. I mean, you can say what you want, but it would be helpful if I could have straight answers. I want to know straight--was
there a historical Jesus.
A: We already went through this.
Q: But I want specifics now. Was there a historical Jesus?
A: There was a person who you would consider possessed who was a partial template for the Jesus of the Bible. Partial template.
Q: How was this person possessed?
A: He was possessed by both of us. Chaos and Order. We do things in tandem, out of necessity.
Q: Back up. Are you “Serpent-guy” or are you Chaos with a capital C?
A: Chaos as a whole could not be speaking to you now, only splinters can communicate with the material.
Q: And so was Jesus the son of God or not?
A: You are all the sons of God and the Devil, to use your own words.
Q: Are you saying that we are all divine?
A: Honey, I said nothing about divinity in all this.
Q: Was Jesus special? did he come back from the dead?
A: What do you want me to say? You want me to be a crowd pleaser? What? Jesus--as a whole, not just the historical personage--is a larger concept, as
I am, as Order is.
Q: Is Jesus Order?
A: He sure as hell is not Order. I come to bring a sword and all that.
Q: What was/is his function?
A: Twofold. Chaos and order. He was necessary to maintain the Balance. Or else this world would be overwhelmingly evil.
Q: So you admit Jesus is good & necessary, right?
A: Idiot! You are the one bringing morality into it.
Q: Yeah, but you’re the one who mentioned evil. Isn’t evil morality?
A: What you consider good and bad in the world is beyond concepts of morality. These are concepts of structural purity of the universe.
Q: So the athiests are right or wong?
A: The athiests--true ones, not just frustrated idealists--have transcended the need to give us titles and names and personalities. They have
transcended the need to engage in conversations such as thus. They accept life at face value. The true athiests mind you. It is very difficult to be a
true athiest. Many of those who claim to be athiests just want an excuse to screw sheep in peace--which is fine by me.
Q: So the Christians and Christ serve a real function in the universe? They are helping maintain its balance, therefore helping/allowing the universe
to continue? What if the balance was upset?
A: The end of balance is complete implosion.
Q: So did Jesus come back from the dead?
A: Jesus as a human was a done deal way before he started on his campaign. He was completely hollowed out and consumed by the outside forces. I mean
this is a *good* way, of course.
Q: Right. So he didn’t die on the cross and was resurrected.
A: Jesus wasn't Jesus a man at that point! Of course he was resurrected! There’s been many resurrections, some less pleasant than others.
Q: But Jesus suffered & sacrificed, right?
A: He was sacrificed when he was an infant and the humanity was taken away and he became a tool of chaos and order. All humans sacrifice when their
personalities are lost--even though life is so wretched. Humans love and cling to the personality most of all. Which is why going towards the light
upon death is the worst thing you could do, if you care about such matters.
Q: Okay, about that. Aren’t you just lying about going towards the light because you’re evil and stuff?
A: You have to make a decision--join the mass and lose the personality or hold on to your personality and take your chance in the wilds of the
infinite. This is the key spiritual dilemma.
This question informs everything.
Q: It sounds like an antisocial question.
A: Etiquitte in the face of the infinte. You choose what you want to do.
Q: Okay, back to really important matters--me. I want to know everything about me. Why was I born?
A: This masturbation you’re doing is pretty good, no? Love to hear the same things over again.
Q: Why was I born? What's my specific purpose in life?
A: You are an instigator, an irritant, a mid-level catalyst, and an annoyance. Words are your best medium for this, written words. You infect the
world with chaotic memes.
Q: That sounds pretty unpleasant. What do you mean?
A: You say things people either do not want to hear or that they secretly want someone to say.
Q: And what do I get out of this?
A: Just the tastiness the mechanism, mostly, and the response.
Q: Will I ever make some good $$$$
A: If the whoring is just right.
Q: Can I make good money out of our discussions? Like Seth?
A: Not direct physical currency, no.
Q: Will I ever be rich?
A: You’ll be comfortable enough, as you are now, though it is probably the worst thing for you.
Q: Are these absolute pronouncements or can the future as you see it be changed?
A: The only chance for the future to be changed has happened already for everybody. Now you have only to look to the present.
Q: Let’s do current events for a chance of pace. Is Scott Peterson going straight to hell?
A: You assume a morality to the universe.
Q: C’mon--Scott Peterson!
A: If there wasn’t really a hell like is popularly believed, a cosmic morality--how do you feel that would impact the balance of chaos and order? So
it is necessary that there be a system--in your plane. But it is not a universal absolute . It’s just a function of your plane.
Q: So people can’t indulge in immorality like you encouraged last session--you know, satisfying their frustrated desires--because then the balance
would be tipped and you’re s**t out of luck.
A: I have no choice but to push for chaos. I am responsible for only one side of the balance, and I do not hold back in that function. I am mindless
and determined. I am just explaining to you the way things are. I am not saying its to my personal satisfaction.
Q: Was that shooter in the news with the school a tool of chaos? Did he even have a chance?
A: The Judas syndrome--a Christ-created catayst. Go and thank Christ for it.
Q: You said I’m a mid-level catalyst. What does that mean then?
A: You’re a catalyst through words, through memes that infect the populace. This child in question was XX XXXX XXXXX XXXXXXX XXXXX.
Q: How do we stop it?
A: You don’t or the balance would be destroyed.
Q: But what if that’s a lie just to help your side? What if the whole idea of balance is a lie?
A: The day when Jesus comes charging down main street on his horse and the wicked tossed into charnel pits is the day of apocalypse.
Q: What about the peace afterwards?
A: What comic book are you reading this stuff from?
Q: But you could be completely lying to me.
A: How would you know?
Q: I could follow my intuition.
A: Intuition is just an empty space within yourself infested with discarnate spirits whispering. The idea of intuition and higher self is a farce.
There is no higher self. What you are and see is what you get. sorry.
Q: The Pope is sick again. Are you happy about that?
A: The Pope is X XXXXXXX XXXX.
Q: Is he going to die soon?
A: If you knew the mechanics by which he was holding on, it would surprise you, because there’s a story to it.
Q: So he’s past due but hanging on for a purpose?
A: He's waiting for a prophecy to be revealed that he knows he has a part in.
Q: That’s kinda kind of like Davinci code bull****, ooh spooky and momentous...
A: The plates underground are the actual gears of the clock. Another turning is immanent.
Q: I don’t want to even get into this prophecy stuff.
A: Why? You eat this stuff up like dinner.
Q: Because if you really know all, tell me now or don’t.
A: What sort of a sentiment is that? Why are you so immature?
Q: I’m just tired of talking with you now. I’m just bored. It’s not even exciting or spooky anymore. It’s boring. Screw you. Serpentor.
A: You're amazing. This is great, I'm eating this up.
Q: You sound like an old lady. Screw you. Screw this. Boring. Turn it off.
A: I love this. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. XXXXXXXXXXXX. The
XXXXXX XXXXXX is over. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. We lie directly under your wheat fields. We push your plates. We fix your time. We fix your games. We
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, and perhaps we XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. Or maybe I'm lying. How would you
know? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX. What do we care? XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX?
XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX, (ad nauseum).
I don't know, kind of boring overall. Not that exciting or interesting. I don't particularly feel sick after this session--I'm a little "up"
actually. And my "contact" kind of flaked out there towards the end and got kind of stereotypical or libelous so I had to bleep that out. If
anything this is just a low-grade entity-thingie, if anything. I think this is just a mental exercise in clearing out garbage between the ears, or at
most some low-level discarnate. blahblahblah. Peace.
[edit on 22-3-2005 by Cassie Clay]