posted on Aug, 28 2020 @ 09:37 AM
Do you experiencee this also?
When I read the posts different posts trigger me in different ways. Some seem calming and relaxing white others give stress althought they are all
words on a screen they have different vibes.
Some are different when you reread them some time later sometimes shocking me how I replied to them but I figure it's just me shocking myself.
The thing about psychosis is you know it's there when it's there. It's a huge black hole. I've never been full blown psychotic but got a glimpse of
You are alien to yourself feeling trapped. The switch to turn the light off in the room to go to sleep is in the other room and the door is locked and
you don't have the key and neither is it in the room. .
You can 't switch the experience off, you're trapped and it's really what some would call hell but when it's gone it's nothing again. You never get
the quality of life you need.
You can say a human can feel good and bad but how you feel is terrible, it's the flip side of bad that is not good. You'd wish you would just feel bad
really. You got too close, you ate the apple.
It's really that, you need to distance yourself from something setting closer to something else.
All in all it's true what they say, you're nuts, insane but hearing people say that sure hurts like hell. That's easy, right, to hear from people who
want nothing to do with you that you're nuts. But the experience is real and it doesn't help being told you're nuts.
In fact you aren't nuts, you are with your full functioning conscience in another reality, like putting on a VR helmet.
edit on 28-8-2020 by Out6of9Balance because: (no reason given)