posted on May, 26 2005 @ 03:35 PM
I am sorry for what happened to you, and I do not mean to sound cold but I cannot let something like this go by without comment.
I do not expect you to believe what I am about to say but perhaps others here will listen. I am speaking from over 20 years experience and study.
Let me ask you a question, if you went walking through your house waving a chainsaw above your head and cut off your girlfriends head would you then
tell people they should not use a chainsaw? Of course you would not.
That is exactly what happened here, you did not take the board seriously and opened yourself up to anything that might happen.
Reading between the lines I suspect that perhaps the 'very special friendships' you mentioned means that there was a romantic connection between the
three of you. If this is true then I know exactly what you lost because I have had that same sort of relationship myself.
What you did in the simplest of terms is open yourself to any part of your own subconcious. There are good and bad parts, and since you did not
specifiy at all, or provide any sort of guidance you got the bad ones. It was not 'evil spirits' it was you, and them. What that came out of the
board can you not trace to one of you, anything? Did it not translate your own internal fears and jealousy into what the board told you?
The board is really not a toy. It is kept on the market by people who believe it is important that the tools remain available and so it has been
cloaked as a simple child's game, IT IS NOT.
Like any Intuitive tool it must be used with respect and knowledge. If you have prefaced each session with a request that called up the good parts of
yourself then the experience would have been totally different.
To anyone reading this, please consider my words. Stop, clear your mind and think, if you do then those good parts I mentioned will tell you that this
is the truth. A board can be used in complete safety if you are wise and learn about what you are doing. If however, you wish to destroy yourself then
follow the path that Lightseeker walked and the results will be the same.
Again Lightseeker, I am sorry for what happened to you, and if you lost what I think you did then words cannot express how sorry. I wish I had known
you before you did this, a few simple words from me, or anyone with a reasonable amount of knowledge could have spared you the pain that you brought