posted on Mar, 15 2005 @ 03:35 AM
Let's write letters and form sentences from each other's structure. ..identities will pass and fade, we'll merge, and finally you'll feel all of
my heart. I'll brace you and we'll jump together, so I break your fall. ..so you aren't hit with all of me all the time... all at once. so I can
make sure you aren't closing your eyes to shut as much of me out as you can. because I whole-heartedly love you and whole-heartedly push tears into
the fabric of my pillowcases lately. you're rough, and stinging. but maybe I'm a kid. but even kids have feelings too. more magnified and
florescent, yes. but we're all composed of relative natures and swarming hues. we're all substance, just contained and grouped in different sets of
value and color. In deep oceans and foggy midnight moonrisings. your sharp autumn days and pools of tangerine glaze. warm and blended. yet your
texture's changing in my direction. spines are forming in the places where I hold your hips and palms and wish for a glance, acknowledgement. a word
written for me of me when the world around you doesn't know my name. and I've thought of privacy a thousand times. rolling the word around in my
mouth. how those characters composed in such a combination both kindle happiness and comfort, but harbor a painful awakening inside me. private even
from your most private affairs.
I miss imaginative bodies. and when I wisper I miss yous and love in your ears.
it's my expression of how my body has seen a drought of your hands, your hair at the ends of my fingertips.
and all those classified images that I wish were mine only forever.