posted on Jul, 17 2020 @ 03:37 AM
I haven't really changed my mind, but I do question everything around Covid19 more then ever now. I've been living in an isolated area for years so
the lock down we had over here didn't bother me that much, in fact, my life at home didn't change much at all. All the fear I felt was based on what I
heard on the news and what I read on the Internet. I know of 3 people who tested positive but didn't get sick and one family with a suspected
infection who got mild flu like symptoms. I know of no one who died or got critically ill, except for the faces on the tv and online. So yes, that
makes me question.
A client of mine is a bio-chemicus, his job during the first outbreak was to track the mutations of the virus in my country. He is a trust worthy guy
to me, so he says he's been looking at the virus every single day, the virus itself is very real and I believe him.
Another friend of mine is a Belgium doctor who works for a US company, he does research for them, covid related, but I don't have the exact details.
The last months I only had contact with him online. During all the quarantines and lock downs, he was sent to all parts of the world in a private
company plane to the places with large outbreaks. The last month however he started telling me things like how he sent in the same samples to
different labs for testing and one of he labs always gave him positive results, while other labs said the samples were negative. So he started sending
in fake samples which also came back positive from certain labs. I'm starting to see same like stories from all over the world the last week.
That is what makes me question everything that is going on around the virus, I'm starting to believe that this pandemic is being milked and made to
seem worse then it is, I just don't know why. It's not only about US or EU politics only, I think it's deeper than all the political turmoil we see
at the surface...
Another thing that worries me: As I said above, the isolation doesn't bother me and a second lock down wouldn't bother me or my family either. But
what I do see around me, in clients, friends and family members who are used to having many social contacts is that they are literally starting to
loose their minds! They are scared and some even psychotic, their mental health is seriously decreasing.
That is the result of the virus that I fear the most, especially now that we are going into the second wave over here in Belgium.
Our daily cases doubled again these last days, suddenly everyone is wearing a mask even on the street, people becoming more scared since they say a
second wave could be worse then the first one, scared for a 3rd wave that will probably come together with the annual flu next winter.
Covid19 is a real virus, but in my immediate environment I only see the mental results of it in people, not 'death and destruction' .
As I'm writing this I can honestly say I feel scared, maybe even more now then back in January when I heard of the virus for the first time. But I'm
more afraid for what the world will look like when this is over, a collapse of the economy and society,... the aftermath of the virus, not so much
for the virus itself.