I’m tired of hiding this so let’s this done

For many years I have been fighting testicular cancer. There really is no help for this besides pills. And those I refuse to take.
Sometimes I feel like my balls are to fall off but mostly just my back hurts.
I have been tested twice for covid19 and both Have been positive. That didn’t help lol.
There is literally nothing anyone can do to help.
This is truly left up to god. And I don’t even believe in such a thing.

So if you have the time can you please say a prayer for those helping me.
Not me but who has been helping helping me.

a reply to: Allaroundyou

Hugs! I will pray for you and those caring for you.

a reply to: Allaroundyou

I have done most things I want in life.
Free climb a damn made in the 1800’s
Hide while strapped in a cave from a tornado.
Raised many endangered animals.
Partied way too much and lived life.

My biggest regret is never having kids or a wife.
I left that to my sisters.
Bad move most likely on my end.

a reply to: Allaroundyou

I never had kids either.

What endangered animals did you raise?

a reply to: Night Star

Two desert tortoises, a rabbit and three coyotes.
And those deckers are a pain in the ass.
But they where in danger due to people just killing them. I fed them and then let them go.

originally posted by: Allaroundyou
a reply to: Allaroundyou

I have done most things I want in life.
Free climb a damn made in the 1800’s
Hide while strapped in a cave from a tornado.
Raised many endangered animals.
Partied way too much and lived life.

My biggest regret is never having kids or a wife.
I left that to my sisters.
Bad move most likely on my end.

What we want is to influence the next generation
Why do people assume that is only done by being their biological parents?

Go be an inspiration to someone.

a reply to: SaturnFX

I’ve done my time helping others to the point that I cannot.
Received awards from many state governments.
Dude I’m out.
My study is filled man.

a reply to: Night Star

Ya know it’s the weirdest thing man.
There have been these days that my mind is telling me just let go. Yet another part saying to keep on man.
I assume that is the mind but truly wtf man.

a reply to: Allaroundyou

What do you have to lose by surrendering to God?

I suffer chronic pain myself, with all sorts of problems. God isn't punishing me. The Bible says that God, as our father, loves us and wants a relationship. It's a two way street though.

We give up our sin, as best we can, we accept his gift of salvation because we have broken the law (the moral law) and Jesus paid our fine.

You're free indeed if you want to be. I don't say this to be patronising either. You really can be free.

a reply to: Joneselius

I would love freedom yet. I have done some bad things in my time.
At this point I just want to be judged rightfully.
No more and no less.

a reply to: Allaroundyou

God loves you. Jesus will wipe out all your sin and you will stand righteous before God. It is that simple. God made the way easy for us all - we simply have to choose to believe in Jesus. It's not about giving in, it's about accepting love, pure love and living free within this earthly world. It sounds like an oxymoron, but when one chooses Jesus everything changes - it's a spiritual change that occurs. Don't give up. There is so much more to life and so many wonderful joys waiting for you.

Partied way too much ...

a reply to: Allaroundyou
There's not such a thing. With the years, my type of party just changed but still there.

I'm a one man party. Drink alone playing videogames with my clan. Exploring the forest and mountains. Cooking. No limits.

originally posted by: Allaroundyou
a reply to: Joneselius

I would love freedom yet. I have done some bad things in my time.
At this point I just want to be judged rightfully.
No more and no less.

We all have.

My heart goes out to you.

a reply to: Allaroundyou



I will pray for you, and those helping you ☮️

a reply to: Allaroundyou

Nothing to be ashamed of, or feel like you have to hide. We're all human.

I wish you the best, and will put in a prayer for you.

I completely understand the helpless feeling, I had it the other day myself.

Hang in there, man!

You're one of the good ones!

a reply to: Allaroundyou

Buzz Aldrin took this prayer to the moon in 1969:

The light of God surrounds you all
The love of God enfolds you all
The power of God protects you all
The presence of God watches over you all..

Wherever you all are, God is
And you are safe in the arms of the Lord.

Take good care, my Friend. My heart and prayers are with you.

Have you wrote the story of you down, for others to read?

You never know who you may inspire or save with just one little story.
A niece or nephew. A stranger.

I'll keep you in my thoughts.

a reply to: Allaroundyou

Testicular cancer is one of the most easily treated sometimes.

I know wherefore I speak. My back was hurting all the time because of metastasized tumors.

I won't tell you to seek treatment because I myself wouldn't go through it again.

Allaroundyou, you'd be missed on ATS for sure.

Stand tall no matter what.

originally posted by: Allaroundyou
For many years I have been fighting testicular cancer. There really is no help for this besides pills. And those I refuse to take.
Sometimes I feel like my balls are to fall off but mostly just my back hurts.
I have been tested twice for covid19 and both Have been positive. That didn’t help lol.
There is literally nothing anyone can do to help.
This is truly left up to god. And I don’t even believe in such a thing.

So if you have the time can you please say a prayer for those helping me.
Not me but who has been helping helping me.

Ummm...why not just go full eunuch...I mean...have those danglers removed...

You can always have a couple prosthetic...eggs...inserted into the ole scrotum...

I mean...why go through with all that...kicked in the balls pain...if your not planning to use them for their intended purpose that is...

If your not looking to procreate...then what’s the sense of suffering needlessly...?





YouSir

a reply to: Allaroundyou

Have you tried dog de-wormer?

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