posted on Apr, 18 2020 @ 08:49 AM
Gasping... gasping for breath... that cool soothing oxygen mixture that is life seems far, far away... my throat dry, heaving, rasping, desperately
gagging for anything that might bring relief. Light fades away as darkness engulfs me...
I just wanted a better life. Everybody does, right? Something... anything
, would have been better than my existance. Every day that passed
seemed to shave thin slivers off my reality, layer by layer. As I sat there on my worn and mangy couch, it came to me...
"A deal..." it whispered in my mind.
"What kind of deal?"
"The only kind..." it replied.
"Will my pain go away?" I enquired. "Will it all be okay again?"
"Then so be it"
The noose was smooth and soft, almost warm... comforting. I slipped it around my neck...
edit on Sat Apr 18 2020 by DontTreadOnMe because: (no reason given)