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originally posted by: Liquesence
I started a journal when I was a senior in high school, and kept it for about 3-4 years, writing almost every day, documenting my thoughts, feelings, loves, hates, angers, desires, conflicts, hypocrisy, and conversations.
I remember the first day I began it, and what caused me to begin writing it, but that it not relevant to anyone.
So, I was wondering if, since we are all in uncertain times—times that probably none of us have every seen or experienced before—anyone who has never journaled has now begun to do so, or might consider it? Sure, we have the historical record, plenty of articles that will archived to reflect this time, and we also have tweets, FB posts, and even ATS, etc that document our lives: but it's all digital. So, maybe it might be a good time to document our daily lives in longhand or even in a word document, for the next 2 weeks, month, however long this lasts, in order to gauge our thoughts, feelings, reactions, anxieties, concerns, what we think and experience on a daily basis, and all those things deep down inside us, since we have time on our hands.
It might do well to look back on, either ourselves or those who come after us.
Looking back on my journal entries from when I was 18-21, I recall very little of everything I expressed that I've been reading, trying reminiscing. Sure, I recall some of it, but the details are what blow me away. And being one who loves first person sources and narratives, from slave narratives, to Civil War diaries, to New World diaries, this might be a good time to document our own personal lives for the future, both for ourselves and others, since it's something so new to us and something we have never collectively gone through.
Additionally, we never truly know ourselves until we look within ourselves, and express and open ourselves—to ourselves. It can be truly therapeutic, calming, and satisfying.
originally posted by: Liquesence
a reply to: putnam6
It really is, and nothing special is needed. If you know how to write, if you have paper and pen/pencil, it doesn't matter if the power goes out, the phone dies, or the internet goes out.
It's what people have been doing for hundreds and thousands of years.
I've written into this letter I'll never send a lot this week. A lot.
originally posted by: HalWesten
No. I never want anyone else to know what my thoughts are, or were at any given time.
originally posted by: Liquesence
originally posted by: HalWesten
No. I never want anyone else to know what my thoughts are, or were at any given time.
Are you ashamed?
I'm an introvert. While I do have disturbing thoughts, my thoughts are a chronicle of me, from me, not what others perceive.
I am not ashamed.
If I wrote them in a diary it would be a long, rambling jumble not worth reading.
originally posted by: Liquesence
a reply to: HalWesten
If I wrote them in a diary it would be a long, rambling jumble not worth reading.
Those make for very interesting reads, lol. Like my Journal when I was 18-21.
BUT, it would give a perspective of you during this experience, which is singular to you.
originally posted by: HalWesten
originally posted by: Liquesence
a reply to: HalWesten
If I wrote them in a diary it would be a long, rambling jumble not worth reading.
Those make for very interesting reads, lol. Like my Journal when I was 18-21.
BUT, it would give a perspective of you during this experience, which is singular to you.
I know who I am, I don't need to look back on a diary/journal to try to figure me out. And to be honest, I'm a hell of a lot better person than I was years ago. What I went through is what made me who I am today, I have no interest in re-living it.
originally posted by: Liquesence
originally posted by: HalWesten
originally posted by: Liquesence
a reply to: HalWesten
If I wrote them in a diary it would be a long, rambling jumble not worth reading.
Those make for very interesting reads, lol. Like my Journal when I was 18-21.
BUT, it would give a perspective of you during this experience, which is singular to you.
I know who I am, I don't need to look back on a diary/journal to try to figure me out. And to be honest, I'm a hell of a lot better person than I was years ago. What I went through is what made me who I am today, I have no interest in re-living it.
Fair enough.
But you can learn a lot in retrospect. Looking back on me via a journal a kept, it was a nice trip down memory lane at remembering how #d up I was, and what I was thinking, and what I was doing. This might also turn out to be same, since few of us have gone through it. That's the point.
But hey, to each his or her own. I respect that.