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originally posted by: JAGStorm
a reply to: caitlinfae
If you want to distract your mind, find a topic you enjoy.
originally posted by: caitlinfae
a reply to: JAGStorm
Thank you....I have a house ful of books and never get bored, little projects to work on all lined up, and I know I'll be fine, but I'm trying to suppress panic feelings that are making me sick, almost physically. I have fibro too, and the stress is so bad just now, it's making me sore and sleepy....it's like slow narcolepsy.
originally posted by: caitlinfae
a reply to: Boadicea
Aw thank you...I totally agree. It's a process that I have to go through, I know that, but it stings like I can't believe....really painful, and I'm pretty sure he's off with the other woman. She's so welcome to him!
I have a whole house thing planned, to clean up and redecorate a bit and make it all mine, but right now, I can't summon up the energy for it. This honestly feels like grief.
And a year plan. Or five year plan. Good idea or not...what you think?