posted on Dec, 30 2019 @ 03:31 AM
I'm giving up
All this is I fear one big "wild goose chase"
And I suspect I may be the victim of an elaborate joke
Round and round in circles, going nowhere
There is no way I'm ever going to get it - this secret knowledge, or whatever it is
But I still want to learn more about the human condition - but get such knowledge for its own sake
If this so-called Holy Grail is knowledge of something (which is how I understand it) then I fear it is unattainable knowledge: the more you learn the
more you discover you don't know...
Lesson learnt: Perfect illumination is a path, a direction. Not a destination. It exists, but you can never get there. It is an ideal. And as you get
closer to it,it moves further from you. The more you know the less you know. That is how wisdom works.
That's what I think.