posted on Dec, 26 2019 @ 05:02 AM
Oh man it is hard...
So on Christmas eve morning, i drank a couple of leftover beers from the fridge. Just a few. Then i realized i am not in a very good shape, time to
sleep, and when i can, eat. And remember water. So i did just that on Christmas eve. Exactly that on Christmas day. Alone, with the lights turned
Still doing the same thing on December 26th and suddenly the doorbell rang. 2 cops. Again! I was like "What?" And they told me my mom is worried
because being unable to contact. I told them that i haven't been drinking alcohol at all for a couple of days and trying to get a little bit back on
my feet somehow. They replied "Good. But contact your mom" I was "OK, and then they left. Went to fb, told my mom to stop this, it doesn't matter if i
am drunk or sober, online or offline, the cops are at my door. We agreed that from now on, she just assumes that i am always fine and won't bother me
with the police anymore. That's it i am done with her for good.
Well, at least i got 2 birthday visitors.
Editing to add: Leaving this place. Anxiety is through the roof and i need a walk. Last time i saw a human being was Monday, and now it was the police
. With ZERO provocation from my behalf. I have to go but i will return.
edit on 26-12-2019 by Finspiracy because: Heart pumping too