I am very uncomfortable sharing, as it makes me feel like it’s a little unscientific. This experience started about 2 years ago with a voice in my
head, that isn’t mine.
It started, by thinking I was hearing my downstairs neighbor being molested, but the voices seemed to come from within my own head. I’m going to
condense this, because it’s quite lengthy. my next phase was an introduction by a being who first said he was God, but later admitted he was a gray
alien from underground earth.
I next went through, what I can describe as CIA type breaking down. It included sleep deprivation, constant talking, degradation, manipulation and
sexual rape. I was then put on a fitness program and diet, while still receiving constant negative statement and tasks to complete, or I wasn’t
allowed to sleep. I of course thought I must have a brain tumor, schizophrenia, or demon possession.
There is so much to this experience that I can’t fit here.
Im being mentored in my personal life and my visitor says he earned this experience with hard work and age.
He greets me each morning and seems to have an agenda. He wants to be called Jeremy, but says it’s not his given name. He states his religion is
science. He claims to have poor health and dentition due to his living environment. He states, that while he is of a superior race, he live in
conditions far inferior to us.
There have been many beautiful moments with him, but also very difficult. My life has been taken apart, scrutinized, and discussed with a very
“really harsh” eye. I get small bits of information about him, but in very broad terms. He communicates telepathically, and also has the ability
to move my muscles if he cares to. I’ve had dreams since this, that I can only describe as manipulated.
If I close my eyes before bed, occasionally. I will get images I can only describe as, vivid cartoon like scenes that we don’t seem to have yet.
Once I got a 1 minute movie like image comprising of still pictures that seem to depict the evolution of society. It was very rapid, but I’m sure I
saw ancient ruins, high rise buildings and it ended with nuclear explosion.
Im not sure if that was his history, or our future. I’ve been forced to quit my job and live off my savings, because says he is done working In his
life, and he has much to show and teach.
There is just so much more. I must reiterate, I seem to have no choice in the matter. If I fight it or mouth off, I get punished. I’ve always been
very independent and it feels like a hostage situation, although, very interesting. Im gonna stop there. Thanks for listening. Any clues, experiences
or advice would be appreciated.
edit on Tue Oct 15 2019 by DontTreadOnMe because: made paragraphs