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originally posted by: Archivalist
I'm tired of this world.
Forcing myself into contention, I have sustained all I can of this planet.
Why should I still be here?
I have ways to leave this place.
I don't mean self harm or anything of that nature.
I have the means to help many humans.
I just don't have a solid desire to help one by one.
I can assist all humans equally, but in doing so, harm comes to me, and the timeframe is "extreme"
I have a job to do here, and I just can't decide how to perform the task.
Do I climb your societal ladder and help you from the inside?
Do I give you the tools and see if you'll solve the puzzle on your own? (I have tried this... A lot... You don't.)
Do I try to help individuals? (I've done a handful.)
Do I do things the long way... Soul draining work...? (This is the "easiest" most hands off approach I have, and is my current modus operandi. I grow tired, mentally, of this.)
originally posted by: Lumenari
a reply to: GeauxHomeYoureDrunk
Sometimes we get so cynical about life that we don't see things anymore...
We look at them, our eyes see them and our mind acknowledges them.
But we don't "see" them.
Sometimes we need to learn to take hints.
Or the OP is just batsnip cray cray.
It's a fine line between the two...
originally posted by: Groot
I know the struggle.
What I have learned from my personal perspective is to take care of yourself first.
Second, screw trying to inform people. It will eat you alive and you will lose yourself.
I tend to these days keep my head low, but my spirit high.
Good luck !