Why did I suffer so much then? I nearly killed my self in the first half of 2002...

Originally posted by GrOuNd_ZeRo
Why did I suffer so much then? I nearly killed my self in the first half of 2002...

I'd be interested in hearing about it if you'd like to U2U me. Perhaps I could help answer that question. I'm wondering if it's a similar reason I almost killed myself in October of 1989.

[edit on 5-4-2005 by saint4God]

Originally posted by GrOuNd_ZeRo
Why did I suffer so much then? I nearly killed my self in the first half of 2002...

i'm sorry that you were having a difficult time. i think that someone learns MUCH more from the so called trial by fire.............than from coasting through life with things handed to them.

the life lessons that i've learned thru very difficult times have made me a better and stronger person. i sure as heck HATED going thru the pain that i went through BUT...........i've learned so much and now embrace life so much more than i did previously.

go read my post on i think page 2 of this.........see what the angel told me.....and MAN was he not kidding the things i would face........and yes i tried to kill myself 4 different times..........i wanted to die.......begged to die....because i couldn't cope anymore..........now i look back and think MAN...........was i in SUCH a dark place then.......but i'm SOOOOO much better off now...........and fully appreciate the things in life that i overlooked before.

sometimes we have to suffer pain to learn and grow............

i know that sounds so very TRITE and normally you would want to just shoot someone for saying something like that...............but go read my story and see that i've been in a bad spot too and i lived and now i THRIVE.

don't give up the fight!

angie

I absolutely believe in angels.
I feel I have seen them.
I saw a beautiful white apparition in the form of an angel.

[edit on 6-4-2005 by JadeRio]

Originally posted by JadeRio
I absolutely believe in angels.
I feel I have seen them.
I saw a beautiful white apparition in the form of an angel.

Details my friend, details! What else do you remember? How did you feel? What kind of effect did it have on your situation?

I suppose some will call me gifted because I am able to see peoples gaurdian angels. An angel has no true form so they tend to appear in what ever form you are most comfortable with. for me i see them as men, however they have an emotion radiating out of them which is relavent to the person

Details my friend, details! What else do you remember? How did you feel? What kind of effect did it have on your situation?

I felt a warm peaceful feeling. I felt safe and although the encounter was brief, I felt an incredible sense of calmness, and I knew everything was going to be alright, as I had been having a difficult time at work.

much appreciated, these explanations seem to make a lot of sense. Moonbeam, do people have 1 assigned, multiple or are they in passing?

normally 1 but i have like me seen some with two or more, most i have seen is 4 and that was the pope.