posted on Sep, 9 2019 @ 03:26 PM
I wonder if anyone has ever had this feeling before; maybe in a past life or now. Some of you may think I'm a hopeless romantic, naïve even, or just
plain dumb. And some of you might even agree or feel the same way. Whatever the case may be, this is something I want to get off my chest, feelings
and emotions I need to express. I've been a Silent Lover for a while now, that part of me feels like saying it out loud (in this case, typing it out
for someone to possibly read and know where I'm coming from...), may help. Even if it's a little bit.
Do you believe in destiny? That every individual out there has a soulmate they are truly meant to be with? That no matter where life takes you, the
universe will always find a way to unite/re-unite two specific souls, two hearts. Or is it just "timing?" Our love clock suddenly deciding to tick
at that very moment when you are in the presence of "the one." Could this be fate?
I feel like we don't really love ONE person in our lives. We love multiple times at different stages of our lives. Each love representing something
different, unique and special. THAT was the love you were supposed to have at that specific point and time of your life. But then the day comes when
you FEEL a jolt in your body, in your heart, your mind; a physical alteration of your current state. A strong pull of desire and happiness and
possibly fear...your TRUE love. The one. The real one. The last one you will ever let into your heart.
You may even find yourself committed already. But then, there's a jolt, completely unexpected and at the most inopportune moment. An electrifying
feeling that surges your entire mind, body, soul and spirit. This unique individual is everything you've looked for, hoped for, even dreamt of. The
instant connection you feel with this person is so indescribable yet so real. Happiness glistens inside and out of you just by simply looking at them.
Why is that feeling there? What do you do? Do you react to it? Or, do you ignore it hoping it will go away. Why is this happening now? Why couldn't
this have happened years ago? Why? Because THIS is the universe's way of telling us that no matter what our current situation is, we are NOW the
individuals we are supposed to be for each other. We are ready for one another. Ready to love. Ready to experience life in all facets possible. Ready
to feel that immense and intense connection with this individual that so suddenly came into your life.
You may ask, "how are you so sure?" Because I always follow my heart. Being "sure" has nothing to do with it. It's the feeling, the emotion, the
fact that I'm willing to risk everything, take a chance and just love this person. Love is the purest and most real thing I have to offer. I am an
amazing individual. And together, he and I are that much more amazing. Yes, I know that may sound naïve and hopeful, but that's ME. And I'm happy
loving him and feeling what I feel.
Love is a choice; we are free to love whomever we want, be with whomever makes us truly happy, the person that fulfills our every heart's desires. No
one is perfect, by all means. But that one person is perfect for you. Maybe that's what scares us? The fear of letting go of a life that we are so
used to, a life we've known for so long. Stuck in basic contentment when there is SO much more to life. Especially when we know in our hearts what
the right choice is...but fear still lingers around.
I'm a Silent Lover. Patiently waiting for my soul twin to be ready; ready to love life by my side. Ready to experience true happiness with the
freedom to remain their unique individual self. Our hearts are hidden, our true selves, our real happiness. I believe the universe wanted us to meet.
I truly do. We were unexpectedly united with the intention of growing together; honest, true and free. I've found my true self once again because of
him. We both come from broken foundations where we will both build together to become an unstoppable force of energy, positivity and everything great
that comes along with being with your other half. He completes me. We share the same feelings, emotions, desires, and my heart believes he is being
honest and true. But I must still remain a Silent Lover. Waiting for the right time. Maybe I am a hopeless romantic. Or maybe the universe is telling
me to be patient, he IS my real love, but we just have to wait.
One Day - Un Día.