posted on Apr, 18 2020 @ 05:18 AM
I am tired.
There was a time, when I had energy and the luxury of keeping myself as informed as I can about the 'truth about reality', and this included all the
TRUE power structures of this world, and all these shady groups that always attempt world dominance and total control of all people (and probably
eventually, all living things).
I was simply curious, and wanted to know everything about 'reality' (whatever that means in the end), and how everything works, and all the basic
human questions. This curiosity led me to interesting paths, shocking, scary and sometimes exciting.
The deeper I walked that path, the fewer people, I noticed, had been there, or were even aware that the path exists. I learned about UFOs, other
planets, higher civilizations.
I learned about the history of this planet - first the official one, then the 'cracks in the official story', and eventually, the true history, that
includes things like Atlantis and Mu.
With so much information surrounding us, even a long time ago, but especially after the internet started appealing to the masses enough that its
suddenly exponentially popularity allowed all kinds of information to start flowing in it..
..it's increasingly difficult to discern truth from non-truth. Truth is one, but non-truth can appear in so many, often appealing forms, that it's
easy to fall off the path and start walking within disinformation, being convinced of illusions being real, and so forth.
A lot has been written about the 'shadow government', which isn't really an american thing, but a global control system in place, operated by a
handful of people that have, for all intents and purposes, sold their souls to evil forces.
It's difficult to talk about 'shadow government' for MANY reasons, one of which being, that they really do operate 'in the shadows', only popping to
be seen when they need the publicity to change something major (although they alway have the option of using their 'wealthy puppets' for that).
If you have ever had the feeling that someone 'in charge' is just following some 'higher-up's' orders instead of making his/her own decisions, you may
be right. Someone is clearly controlling the strings of every public figure you ever see, except for the few that basically avoid the publicity for
the most part.
Another reason is that the 'shadow government' is so tied with all kinds of 'nonsensical-sounding' things, that, in my evaluation, are probably more
real than the masses are allowed to realize.
When you research these things, you bump into all kinds of esoteric concepts, from different planes of existence to extra-terrestrial visitors, UFOs,
ghosts, chakras, meridians, 'Cosmic Oneness', spirituality, moloch, weird child-effigy-sacrificing rituals.. the list goes on and eventually becomes
so disturbing that it's easier to just stop and try to forget you saw anything.
People that think they know what 'shadow government' means by simply using their logic and pointing at what's VISIBLY going on in the world, public
figures, 'rich people' and 'wealthy families', don't even stand yet at the door of the rabbit hole, let alone have found their way inside yet at
All this didn't happen by accident, organically, and by 'stumbling politicians doing rich people stuff' and sometimes meeting in secret.
This separates those that 'really know' from those that 'only think they know'.
Human psyche is fragile. There's only so much it can handle. And with things that get so weird, strange and disturbing, it's easier to just back away,
'explain it away' as 'crazy conspiracy theories' and trust the so-called 'authorities'.
It's also psychologically safer, so I do not blame anyone that doesn't take the deeper, weirder, more 'nonsensical'-sounding 'rabbit hole' stuff
seriously. If I had to choose between becoming completely bonkers and trusting a comforting illusion, maybe I would also choose the latter.
In fact, I started feeling so disgusted and disturbed by everything I discovered, and finding more truth started seeming a useless effort of
diminishing returns with ever-more demanding toil, I decided to stop trying to find out the truth about anything anymore.
I wanted to just forget all that odd crap, just try to live as normal life as I can, as long as I have to, on this wretched planet with clueless,
half-animalistic people, and just try to make the best ouf of a bad situation.
I wanted to just escape into living my life the way I want to live it, and when the time comes, exist this world and let that be that. (And hopefully
never come here again)
However, with everything going on, and this whole 'cashless society' stuff, not to mention 'microchipping' being pushed suddenly so hard, and
limitations being imposed on travel and mobility (which was sort-of necessary for my simple plan), I am going to give one last attempt at explaining
the 'shadow government' to best my ability, the way I see it, and what I have found to be true.
I might be wrong, and it is just my limited view of seeing things, and my research has been lacking and the results are partial, so I have to try to
piece a 'whole' out of 'messy fragments', so take it with any kind of amount of sodium chloride you want.
I hope it's informative to someone - I am simply offering it as an explanation of reality, so if it helps someone understand existence a bit deeper, I
couldn't ask for more.