Everyone is out for themselves

I'll tell you a secret:

You gotta look out for numero uno(you), because nobody is, or will.

a reply to: wantsome

Just take one day at a time and enjoy your grandmother while you still have her , she needs you more than you know , i still miss mine from twenty plus years ago she raised me not my mother .

Life will give you pay back one day you just have to believe in it and have positive mental thinking , i know that is hard but give it a try just live for the day never mind what tomorrow will bring been in a few dark places myself with life and what it throws at you but you need hope and positive mental thinking in life sometimes .

Find something to do with your hands that you can do when and if you want to earn some extra bucks and take your mind of things ,make flys for fly fishing , renovate old power tools is my new one

Keep your chin up bud , things will get better