posted on Jul, 1 2019 @ 05:40 AM
I’m copying this from an old thread I dug up and read that I posted 8 years ago. I had completely forgot this happened to me until today. now before
I start this thread I would like to say that I do not condone the actions that I present that I took part in, I would only like to discuss them.
I know "drug" discussion is looked down upon but I believe this is more a paranormal experience than anything
Well here it goes, in March of 2011 I started to talk to a woman whom I had known for almost 10 years, we had seen each other periodically over this
time but hadent talked for about 2 years before this. At the time I always thaught she was the one for me needless to say this was far from the case.
2 days before she contacted me I had ingested a substance called "trap water", this is water with magnets used on it to trap ORMUS particles within
it for ingestion. Anyway I had thaught about her that day out of the blue and made the mental suggestion that I wouldn't mind seeing her again,
nothing weird happened untill 2 days later when I woke up to a Facebook message from her. we got together for about two weeks and got reaquainted once
Now I have been into psychedelic expiramentation at this time for a couple years and I mentioned to her a couple experiences I had had with psilocybe
mushrooms and she was interested to try them. I was hesitant to give these to her for a couple of reasons, firstly because of how I know the first
trip leaves an indullable mark on the one who takes them, secondly she takes no other substances so I did not know how it would effect her. Either way
one night I had brought them over her house and here's where the real weird occurrences begin.
I started by telling her before we ingest them we must ask of them not to harm us. Mentally I said to the mushrooms without letting her know that she
was verry special to me please take it easy on her it's her first time experiencing the "contact" as I call it. Well the first 2-3 hours went as
any experience would go as we did not ingest enough for a full blown experience but enough to "get the idea" of what it was like....I thought. After
we both saw an airplane clearly flapping its wings like a giant seagull Wich I thought was hilarious she said she started to hear talking womans
voices in back of her head talking and discussing things about her, she thaught this was unbelievably weird and it was like they were having “girl
talk” she knew it wasn't just her babbling randomness in her head it seemed like completely other voices. So we layed down and the most bizarre
switch happened to her, she said she could see someone on the ceiling watching her, she couldn't make out the face caus it kept shifting. then she
grabbed me and was pushing my head against hers for almost an hour really tight saying ...don't break this bond... After this she went completely
limp and started to stare at me with a look on her face I had never seen.
At this point she started to refer to herself as "we" claiming I had brought them there and they use strong Willis/minded people like me to get
into the minds of weak we or unprepared individuals like her, she started stating things about myself that in no way she could have known about such
as my reason for actually accepting her contact with me after ingesting the ormus and explained quite embarrassingly at the time my hopeless feelings
tword her, she at this point said that "we" have her now to use as a playground. Now as this was happening I was scared straight. I mean absolutely
terrified as I know I wasn't hallucinating this at all, I have enough experience with this to be able to tell the difference, I kept trying to snap
her out of it maybe 6-7 times, she would sort of wake up and say she could see all pretty flours and colors for a second then she would go right back
to limp after this and in a stern voice ask me to stop waking her up she is dreaming and we need to talk to you-meaning somebody else talking to me.
They explained how she couldn't love me then tho she wanted to. for reasons that I couldn't understand yet I could love her all I want and she would
never "let me in" at this point in life. This was so terrifying I remember starting pouring sweat and not knowing what to do. She mentioned how my
beliefs in the observer of reality being able to create his destiny threw will and karma as a flawed concept that I am not "god" as this would
entail. This went on for 3 whole hours until it faded away claiming that they were doing nothing more than using me and others like me to get to other
After this we went to sleep at some point but I really can remember falling asleep. the next morning she was fairly sick wich I have never seen from
mushroom ingestion and she could not remember anything after the first 2-3 hours up untill we saw the airplane where she thaught we just went to sleep
when we layed down, I was baffled for the day as I couldn't believe she didn't remember anything and she had said so much about me, my lifestyle, my
outlook on reality that it was almost as if something that knew me or was in me previously really did "posess" her for the night. Well at least I
thaught it was for the night. She completely changed after this night, she became alot quieter and for lack of a better way to put it she could tell
when I was or wasn't telling the truth, like she could read my mind. Her personality also changed she got really demanding and stubborn, basically
she just changed. I stayed with her untill her father died about two months later and two weeks after that she left me, now I am almost certain that
her change in personality was brought on by this experience and it killed me for a while, I sort of put it in the back of my head but bringing this
old thread up brought me right back there. surprises me was the way it changed her. Did they actually posess her and steer her away from me out of
spite? Or open her soul to demonic possession of some sort? These questions have been itching my mind ever since. What has happened here? I have not
read or seen anywhere else of an experience like this from mushrooms or any other psychedelic substance. To me I’m positive we diddnt ingest enough
for this to have been a normal hallucination. If there is such a thing.
I was just wondering about any opinions or similar experiences someone else might have