I like the extrovert, center of attention or else they "turn off" or recede at that time makes a lot of sense and describes the culture we have.
Except.. I'm noticing 9 people in public for every 1 person that already has this condition.
We notice the 1 or few who are like that for the same reason everyone notices them, going back to the center of attention, extrovert thing. I'm rarely
the "center" of attention because I'm not a female, because everyone wants to interact for some eye contact and attention from
especially if she's one of those extroverts.
They love it too, it's the weirdest thing how much. Wouldn't it ever be too much? I don't like too much attention, just a good amount but the value of
the attention is based on who is giving it
. Hot chick attention is worth 100x more than random, strange man attention. Attention from a crowd
can trump both because you get the hot chick attention automatically afterward.
What I give off is usually "different, interesting, attractive but why isn't he stuck in a relationship with a girl running his reality so he can feel
egotistical over having sex with an attractive girlfriend, like he's better than most men who are alone in public and could never get a woman like
that. Is he damaged, too weird, gay?" Gay is the go to reason that people will usually pick because they can't understand how you aren't locked into
their basic level of hopelessly needing it.
A trophy, a badge, a spotlight. It goes to the very top of the condition too. Celebrities, actors/actresses, famous musicians. They usually hook up
with each other in "super" relationships like "Look at us! Obsess over us and our private life, wonder about us, talk to each other on social media
constantly about us with each other. Our names are X and Y, two of the most sought after, liked, and famous because we're attractive people in the
Then, every single one of those ends up in a break up, and often a marriage that ends within 3 years like clockwork. Because, behind the scenes their
personalities are all weird and #ed up from their lifestyle and being worshipped by everyone, being fake to them in business to get ahead.
Yet, 10 million men would stand in line for a chance at 1 day with one of the weirdos because she's hot and every other guy wishes he
edit on 5/8/2019 by r0xor because: (no reason given)