So... something really strange just happened to me. And to be quite honest, I'm not entirely sure how I feel about it. Very seldom can the universe
throw a curveball at me and catch me off guard, as I'm usually able to make sense of everything in an instant. Yet here I am, absolutely dumbfounded
as I try to make sense of this.
I mean, it's very possible I'm looking way too deep and It's actually nothing at all, but the more I try to convince myself of this, the more
difficult it becomes to accept. It just throws me in an endless loop.
So let me first preface this by saying I'm not a special moon child with telepathic abilities (at least not that I'm aware of), nor do I ever receive
signs or premonitions via my dreams. I'm more of the regular Joe type dreamer -- it comes and goes and is usually forgotten about by the time I open
my eyes. Insignificant randomness, if you will.
But a few days ago, I had a very, very intimate dream about somebody I haven't seen in a very, very long time -- probably since our late teens, like
15 years ago. And even then, we were never close, never became real friends and I don't think we ever spoke to one another. We just had a lot of
mutual friends and would occasionally cross paths. Knowing her name and her face was the extent of our relationship. So for her to randomly pop up in
my dream is one thing, but for us to be physically intimate is another. I feel like a creep just typing this. I was probably 16 the last time I had a
Nevermind the fact this isn't one of my typical dreams, or the fact she hasn't even crossed my mind in the last 15 years, at all, ever. At least I
don't think so. She was all but completely forgotten about until she decided to show up.
Pretty odd and unusual, all things considered. But like all my other dreams, it came and went without a second thought.
And that's not even the strange part.
So today as I'm having lunch at the mall, guess who decides to sit down at the table next to mine? We looked at each other a few times before we both
greeted each other like we were long lost friends. It was really weird. She was almost as surprised to see me as I was to see her. Mind you I never go
to this mall, and she apparently lives a couple hours away and was only in the area for the day. Strange indeed. Long story short, we ended up having
lunch together and decided to keep in touch.
Where this goes from here, I couldn't really tell you. Outside of my initial shock, I can't really say I felt a super strong connection like our
meeting was supposed to happen by a chance of fate. I don't know, maybe I'm still trying to process it all...
One thing I do know, is how I'll approach this moving forward -- and that is to do nothing, for now
. Because if this really was just a
coincidence, then it is what it is. But if the universe has other plans for me, what is supposed to happen will happen.
I didn't put this into Relationships because I'm not really looking for advice. I just wanted to share this potentially paradigm-shifting experience
of mine to see if any one else has experienced something similar.
And no, I did not tell her about the dream. I had to play it cool and pretend like I wasn't totally mind blown and shocked at what was happening.
I guess in due time I'll know what all of this means, if anything at all.
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