I'm really disturbed by what i did today. I feel terribly used. I just need to vent i think.
I'm a woman. I saw a woman hitch hiking and I fell for it.
I picked her up, thinking I'd take her to milford about 20 minutes away. even though it was out of my way. by like 20 minutes.
She was super friendly and chatty. overly so.
We chatted it up. she cried about her son dieing of a heroin overdose 2 years ago today.
I tried to comfort her. She wanted a ride to her friends house. I fell for it.
We drove. and drove. turned out the friends house was 45 minutes away in the city.
About 30 minutes in, she started yawning. next thing I know she's fricking nodding off. I'm thinking sh!t she's a heroin junky and she's dieing
in my car. I started to take an exit because I knew there was a fire station there. I mean, I'm freaking out. She comes to, says, oh it's just a
So I went on. Her half nodded off, me freaking out. she would come to enough to give me directions.
Eventually we got to her 'friends' house. Which was an obvious drug house. lots of traffic. In a very bad neighborhood. She stumbled out of my
car without saying anything other than ok, i have to pee. Not so much as a thank you.
I feel soooo stupid. I feel so used.
I'm never ever picking up anyone again.
I hope she gets help.
I tried, but I inadvertently took her to maybe her demise.
I just feel so used. And incredibly stupid.
Lesson learned I guess. It doesn't pay to be nice nowadays.