posted on Mar, 29 2019 @ 07:44 PM
There is only one truth, and one reality. Yet many people live by their own idealizations.
This is what the ancients called 'idols': $hitty value systems that could never work/help in times of real suffering. Problem is, the easy-going
egotist has really never been strained sufficiently to know how that is. He believes himself to be stronger than he is; the ontology of how his
'being' arises - ala YHVH - is not recognized to be a function of the physical objects - particles/atoms/molecules etc - which make him up (Elohim).
Did you know your physical brain actually entrains with other physical brains? And this is what you experience as 'understanding'? If you
understand, the events which make up your particular brain regions are synchronizing with other external events. The modern neurosciences are now
studying this synchronizing process between brains-in-interaction. What greater evidence could there be that the mind you have is a function of the 86
billion neurons processing information/energy in your head?
YHVH actually IS Elohim, whether or not you'd like to acknowledge that or live by that truth, under real stress - understood as OVERWHELMING emotion
- this is what happens. Your Being buckles when it isn't in symmetry with the world. But there lies a greater problem - an epistemological one. Evil
action creates guilt. A human self who refuses to acknowedge that it is a DYADIC phenomenon carries the effects of immoral behavior in its
brain-processes as dissonance/entropy. A 'de-synchronization' arises in relation to salient external cues which trigger recollection. The egotist
can't stand this, so he tries to lessen his burden by 'thinking only of the now'. But what a pathetic cop-out! You seriously under-estimate what
your burden is if you think "thinking of the now" means that the events/phenomena which make up your brain-mind will simply go away when you die.
This is another fantasy the religiously-egotistical indulge in: death is the end. Is it? YOU THINK SO?!!!
Love tells me otherwise. Maybe the egotist confuses WHAT HE WANTS with what is? If the weightiness of the unconscious guilt/shame is too much,
wouldn't death seem like a blissful end to it all? It would; and yet, the situation seems quite the opposite to a person settled and relaxed into the
biology of love. Death does not seem like the end, but the return to the point/symmetry from which you originated: love. That is, you return to love,
since it is in the biology of recogniton dynamics - of loving-kindness - that the brain grows and the brain is shaped. Yes/No; if yes, the system
grows, if not, the system is interrupted and searches for soem form of loving recognition.
Ideals are always created through recognition, but some ideals - uh um, william blakes fetishization of sex, for instance, or crowley, for the most
disgusting egocentricity imaginable - carry so much entropy - so much suffering/collatoral damage, that the egotist really has no freaking clue what
suffering is coming their way. The "I" that seeks to make itself at the expense of another I, will necessarily lose that I, since the only true
"I" is the one formed in the context of the principle of Love - or the "We". The psychology of your mind completely reflects the structure of the
interpersonal interaction. You could not have a self outside the context of "I-Thou", yet plenty of simpletons succumb to this fiction, going
through life suckling energy from various different systems - from the physical environment, or emotional (other people). They convince themselves
that they are "vampires", and that they they "thrive from negativity". What simpletons! Cognitve science does not take for granted the role/value
knowledge plays in relaxing stress. To be afforded or encouraged by other people into the idealizaiton that "enduring suffering makes you stronger"
is itself a form of safety. Knowing IS SAFETY. Yet does the ignorant egotist bother to consider what sort of nightmare will come their way?
I do not profess to know how hell exists, but I am convinced that there are no free lunches, and if one person steals energy from another person, that
thief will receive precisely what he needs to learn - via negative experience - why his behavior is so unconscionably wrong.
To think. This is what the egotist - the traumatized mind - needs to STOP DOING. The ontology of their self-organization is a confusing, blizzard of a
mess; they are caught in the cob-webs of idealization; asymmetry, symmetry, back and forth, the oscillating pendulum is not 'outside' but the very
connection patterns of their brain. The beginnings of life indelibly set in brain circuits, which are continuously 'regulated' with new, grandiose
fantasies. Humans with the same needs promote the same fantasies in one another; back and forth, they fetishize their 'familia' - their name - like
mafiosi, they think only they and their own exist, and that the other humans who suffer from thier wanton fetishization of their self are somehow
'outside' their ontological framework. Do they not-notice that they runaway from the truth out of fear? And that running will only add to the
ultimate effect - their suffering? A self which refuses to change wil undoubtedly have their self stripped from them; or perhaps they will be born
again and again into the lowliest of positions until their karma is sufficiently "repaid".
Alas, this world is still chugging along, but the gravy train will eventually come to a stop, at which point, the weak selves will be naturally
de-selected, whereas the strong, coherent, intelligent, and spiritually aligned selves will carry the species forward into a truly new world order.