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originally posted by: Starhooker
a reply to: theatreboy
My mom died last week. Hurts like a mofo still even though I try to numb it in all the wrong ways. It doesn't help and now I'm a huge mess and depressed. The first step to immortality is to live a life worth remembering. She did. I'm going down the wrong road and thus will be quickly forgotten. I've come to realize now that as I get older, more of my loved ones will die and its depressing as f#$k. It makes me want to go first to avoid the sadness. Hopefully you're more resilient than I am. Life kills everyone eventually.