a reply to: WanderingMrM
If you reject Jesus out of hand then you will never know, only he can give you your TRUE name, sorry but that is a fact.
Many of us also have an old name but the new name is far more important as the old one's are as dust.
I have seen demon's while fully awake, no drug's, no playing with occult and no invitation, I also saw wraith like spirit's drive them back, the
demon's appeared as almost parody's of children due to there proportions of over sized head's, short limb's and large body trunk's and were like
shadow's given three dimension's as they seemed to absorb the light and were darkness itself, there eye's were like tiny red holes into red darkness
and they moved one after another in a sinuous motion as if they were moving together like a snake would, there were five of them.
The wraith like being's were almost human from the upper part of there torso but made of grey white mist and there arm's were stretched out in front
of them but there lower body's trailed like smoke or mist and were formless, there seemed to be hundreds of them come to drive the demon's away from
me and as they hit these five demons they seemed to swirl around them driving them back faster and faster as more and more of them hit the demon's.
I guessed since I had seen a mob of shadow like people on a previous occasion that these five demons' were really gestalt entity's made of of the
earlier mob of shadow people, the shadow people had faced off against me on another occasion and on both occasions I had used my faith in Christ
refusing to run from them but stood my ground though it was terrifying on both occasion's.
So did I hallucinate this, Maybe my mind is open to that.
I had vision's, saw people's death's from there perspective and it was not nice so lest said the better as I really do not want to relive that in my
Saw vision's of thing's that were far more science fiction like a red space ship of some kind with strange writing along it's spine, it was shaped
almost like a dagger with a weird back to it and no rocket's yet I knew it was a ship of some kind, it was red in color and near to it were two white
dome shaped craft parked on the sea bed with large black window's in them, I saw this vision as if in another craft flying over the scene, the white
domed craft had gone there to investigate and were either now corrupted or dead while the red ship was for some reason terrifying and evil, a world
killer of some kind, this place seemed to be under water or somewhere with an extremely dense atmosphere as the whole scene shimmered but there were
also rivers of lava flowing across the sea bed or landscape nearby, I saw the writing but like such thing's it was then blocked from my memory when I
woke so could not recreate the strange script or understand it's meaning, one thing the red ship though it seemed to have just gotten there some time
shortly before the time of the vision seemed also to be incredibly ancient even then and I knew the vision was somewhere close but very long ago.
I saw an ark like boat on water under grey rain filled sky's in another vision, it was strange because for some reason the boat seemed to be filled
with darkness and it as terrifying but outside it was white hulled but matched exactly if a bit narrower the shape of the ship formation in Turkey
that many believe is the ark of Noah.
I floated away from a dead crusader in another vision, his face was familiar like my own but very Nordic and strong boned, he had slightly wavy messy
long hair and beard and rusting grey chain mail with a dirty white poncho on tied at the front around the waste with a simple red cross on the front
and the back which was left loosed like a cloak, he had a dirty great broadsword stuck in the earth with both hand's on it's hilt like it was a cross
with his head bowed as if in a final prayer and his blue eye's were still open but he was dead and I was floating away - that vision is from my early
Also when a little boy of about 2 and a half I gave my mother a start when I started claiming my name was John while we drove through a town miles
from were I lived were my mother's friend was living and were I had never been before, I told my mother about a pub and we passed it, about a shop and
we passed it and I remember to this day remembering vividly old 1930's style car's, the road's being cobbled and me walking in thread bare pant's with
holes in old worn out shoes to the pub were John would sit in his ailing years but as we passed a certain point John had to let go of me and his
memory's and sense of self identity went with him so he was NOT me and I am not him reincarnated, thankfully we only passed through that way or else
he may have latched onto me more forcefully.
At about the age of four I was playing in the garden and still have this memory of what happened, I heard a hissing voice like an asthmatic old man
in my right ear (I developed problems in that ear in later life and sight problems in my right eye), he said "Poor Poor Paul I feel so very, very
sorry for you, you are going to have such a bad awful terrible sad life --- I'll tell you what give me your soul and I will give you a wonderful,
wonderful life my name is Satan" to which I screamed in terror NO! though at the time I had no idea was Satan was other than a scene from a hammer
house of horror vampire film were Peter Cushing drives Christopher Lee whom is playing a vampire in it back with a cross calling him that and I only
knew that because I had hidden behind the couch and my older sister loved those old flick's - the next time I heard his voice he stole a memory from
my mind as he can do that and I was 25 at that time so many years later but you don't forget his vile hissing voice even if you want to.
I have seen the bible change and remember many part's of it far differently including missing passages about Seven Threescore and Seven man whom was
supposed to overcome the beast and the kingdom of the beast and whom would be given the rod of iron with which he would govern all nation's breaking
them as potsherds and several other thing's such as the description of Jacob's Vision of God in the wilderness which he then named Bethel - I do not
recall any mention of ruins' of a city called Luz in that older version that I remember.
And I could go on and on and on.
Here is the point, you have to live in THIS world, keep this other one out of your life and live THIS life first for to do otherwise would be to give
in to whatever the cause of your experiences is be that paranormal - even demonic or simply a form of delusional mental condition.
But please, do search for Christ, only by looking shall you find and only by knocking shall the door you seek be opened to you unless of course you
are happy with this state of misery.
Ahh forgot to mention I had a vision waking one way back in the mid 90's as well in which I was one one side of a dry river with no water just stones
and there was desert on both sides of this river, on the opposite side I could see men, just men no woman anywhere, they all seemed to be in there
20's like me but there eye's were the strangest thing about them almost deranged looking, I was seeing both with my normal eye's and with like an eye
in my mind that had opened up for this extremely powerful vision and a voice asked me loudly if I would accept being a medium to which as i'm
christian I said no
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