I thought I was past having these issues but I went to bed about 1am after Christmas and about 2 hours later I started getting this strange episode
that often happens to me in the morning when I'm waking up.
This experience is that I feel I'm waking up in bed, the room looks normal, but my body is incredibly heavy - its all I can to to sit up and my eyes
are SUPER heavy and want to stay closed. I then get up like I'm waking up and getting out of bed - then random odd stuff happens and after a few
minutes I'm back in bed waking up again in the exact same scenario. This can happen anywhere from 5 - 15x before I actually wake up for real, and
each time my body gets heavier and harder to move in this "dream" or paralysis state.
So this time I "wake up" (dreaming this) and when I leave the bed room I hear someone trying to get into the front door like trying to break in and I
freak out, look around for my guns but they are no where to be found - back to the waking in the bed - new scenario. This time as I exited my bed
room I was attacked by someone in all black (face covered) and I was wrestling them but they were crazy strong and pinned me beating me - back to the
waking in bed - next scenario. It's impossible to move in bed or sit up and I feel there is someone right behind my bedroom door, like a
black/shadow/nebulous entity - extreme fear rushes through me and I realized I had "awoke" a few times before and I was thinking "sleep paralysis" or
"spiritual attack", I didn't know which. So I remember basically building up rage, anger and flexing my muscles trying to break free of what was
holding me down and try to roll over and sit up (rolling over is easier than sitting up). At this point I woke up, still flat on my back and I felt a
wave of energy pass from the top of my head to my feet (took about 5 seconds) and it was like an electrical feeling (similar to EXTREMELY strong
orgasm - but very negative feeling - nothing pleasurable about it) and an overwhelming feeling of fear, dread and the presence of something
malevolent. My heart was POUNDING at almost 200+ BPM, heavy breathing and still pinned to the bed. After about 20 seconds this passed as I observed
the room (light behind the cracked door, which seemed to have shadowy movement behind it).
I finally sat up and got my gun out of my drawer, sat there for 2-3 mins and then put my head down and w/n 1 second I was OUT again (NEVER happens, I
take forever to get back to sleep after this, sometimes I can't). Next I know I'm waking again and hear someone at the front door trying to get in,
as I run towards it I find myself waking again but this time I'm outside my house "hovering maybe" watching someone walk right past my bedroom window
next to my bed, hearing the crunch with each foot step from the frozen garden ground and leaves (it had rained for ~5 days before then dropped to ~16F
so ice crystals pushed up from ground causing raised ice/dirt) - this scared the crap out of me but I somehow knew I was listening from my bed, so I
woke again (for real this time) couldn't move as the same dread/fear passed form top of head down to feet. The feeling was SO intense I can't
describe it, it very similar to being tazed while having an orgasm maybe. When it passed hear rate was pounding again same as before and I was in a
panic. Got out of bed, grabbed a blanket & pistol, grabbed extra mags (thought someone was outside next to my bedroom) and moved to a safer room and
sat down in a chair, watching the front door area and listening closely.
After about 45 mins of nothing, I stayed in the chair, covered up with blanket and got comfortable and was OUT again within seconds (again this is
INCREDIBLY ODD - it's like I was hypnotized and someone triggered me to sleep). I went through 4 more of the waking episodes, that were different
than before, don't really remember them, one I was being attacked in my house, got stabbed and was bleeding out from my side abdomen. When I finally
woke I had similar full body sensation, not near as intense as before and didn't feel evil presence. Woke disoriented a little (spinning head, super
heavy eyes) and decided I had enough of this for the night.
I went back to my bedroom and suddenly couldn't keep my eyes open again, like I was HEAVILY drugged. Grabbed a drink from fridge, put that and gun
next to bed. Turned on lamp and covered with towel to dim the light & kept it on rest of night (never had these episodes when a light was on). Sat
down planning to read a little but again was out within a few seconds - again completely unusual (usually takes 20-45mins to fall asleep after any
interruption or when going to bed for night). It was now about 5am. I woke about 11am and felt fine.
I went outside and looked next to my bedroom on the ground. Foot prints in the raised ice/dirt, someone walked past last night - no one has walked
past there in over 10+ days and the chickens had tilled the whole area since that, so they had to have been done the night before. Very creepy. I
also wouldn't hear the footsteps from inside my house as I've had workers there before and I know I can't hear people right outside unless they are
loud and talking, let alone crunching of ice/dirt.
Now I'll admit that this might be in some part sleep paralysis but I will not believe it is that alone. After all the experiences I have had since 8
years old (before I had EVER watched a scary movie or had reason to fear the dark) I had very terrifying experiences (actually night terrors going
back to 2 years old or maybe slightly earlier until at least 14-15 years old). There are reportings of these types of things in ALL cultures and
people more in touch with spirituality KNOW there is more to it than "sleep paralysis" (chemical's in body) - that is just science BS'ing b/c they
can't admit spiritual/supernatural forces.
So if you are going to talk up how normal sleep paralysis is, save your breath and move on. I'd like to discuss the things cultures have known about
for 1000's of years before they were silenced by science.
Edit: - I need to add that when I got that full body sensation upon waking (sweeping from Head moving down body to toes) it was like the feeling when
you sense imminate danger, like walking down a dark alley with 4-6 guys following you - keeping back - but you know they are going to jump/stab/kill
you if you don't get the F out of there. It's like that feeling but about 10x more intense.
Edit 2 - PPS - I was wondering if this was some kind of DEW (directed energy weapon) that made me just fall asleep like I was triggered by something
and then maybe something else that triggered the full body feeling. I've had add experiences where I have had odd noises in the walls I can only hear
from certain points in the room (usually in bed in one spot), sounds of old time radio (music and talk radio from maybe the 1920's) but when I move
1ft in one direction, the noise goes away - and many other things similar to that. It happened A LOT for 5+ years from 2008 to ~2013, then just
completely stopped. I had no medication changes and no meds that would cause these "hallucinations".
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