a reply to: Nostranova
I have had psychic abilities for quite some years now. I never really sought to develop my abilities, such as join spiritual development groups and
the like, although I do meditate quite often.
I have had many many experiences. I have absolutely no doubts whatsoever that we go to another place to continue life after we leave this temporary
and very brief physical 'school of life' on Earth.
The only time in my life that I have ever loved unconditionally was when I had a dog.
My boy Dood, a handsome huge Bullmastiff. Such a special boy. He had a long life, over 12 years. The miles we walked every day in all weathers,
through local woodlands and open countryside. Come home and dry off and settle down for the evenings. I would watch him sleep and wonder how/why he
never held grudges, or resentments, or expected anything from me, didn't judge the way i look or what possessions and money i had. None of that
mattered to him. I remember thinking how perfect that was, and i wished that i could learn to be more like that, to accept everything and everyone as
That boy taught me so much and I followed his lead and changed the way i look at everything in life. I forgave every wrong done to me by others. I
suddenly had no resentments or grudges. I accepted that people do wrongs to others and sometimes intentional, but it's the way of humans. We are
supposed to be this way, it's how we are made, and that means we are perfect, too.
The week leading up to my boy crossing over, I knew it was time. He was old and arthritic, his once jet-black muzzle was now grey. That last week he
was laid on my bed, I would lay by his side watching him sleep and i couldn't believe he would soon leave this life, and me. I cuddled him tight and
didn't want to ever let him go. I told him i understand he has to leave, i accepted it. I asked him to please if it was in any way possible for him,
to somehow let me know he arrived there safely and was okay. I told him i would only worry if he didn't. I knew that if there was a way he could do
that, then he would.
Two days after my boy left this life i was sat in my house, lost to death without my special friend and the very real physical ache inside from
missing him so much, and asking why did he have to leave me. I prayed out loud asking the Lord to please help me live through this pain. And what
happened immediately after my prayer was nothing short of 'wonderful'.
I heard a male voice speak in my right ear, it said 'I'm here, I'll always be here'. I turned my head to my right and there was no-one there. As i
turned back i saw a misty-grey fog-like thing, like a small cloud, in front of me in the middle of the room and close to the floor. Then the centre of
it cleared and looked like a hole in it, my boy Dood walked through it and sat down facing me. I looked at him, astonished, and when i felt a smile
appear on my face he got up and walked over to my right side and sat down.
I immediately knew i was seeing him in spirit. I wanted to hug him but i was afraid he would disappear if i did, so for a few seconds i didn't dare. I
thought to myself that i have to have one last hug, touch him one more time, and if he vanishes at least i got to touch him. So i did. I was so happy
he didn't disappear. Every time i hugged him i felt a surge of affection and love in my abdomen, and like a 'static' energy type feeling next to my
Each hug made these feelings swell so much that it made me look down at my abdomen area, and i was astonished to see there was a ball of glittering
white light there, it was spinning so fast. It had thousands of silvery-white sparkles of light that together looked like a spinning ball of tiny
bright white sparkles. Every time i hugged my boy and the feelings swellled, the spinning ball of sparkles would expand and grow huge, and they ball
would diminish a little when i stopped hugging. I watched it a couple of times do this. I was amazed.
As the ball of light grew/expanded, at the same time i became aware of a strange static-type sensation near my left arm. I turned to see what it could
be, and i saw a shaft of light that came down at an angle from above left and it was right next to me. It was the exact same type of light that the
spinning ball of light was made of. Thousands of living sparks all moving within it. I could feel the enormous power from it. Every time my spinning
ball of light expanded/i felt feelings of love, the shaft of light pulsed stronger exactly at the same time, and the energy it emanated felt like it
could vapourise anything it touched. It had a vibration too, like a 'hum' that you could feel. Such immense indescribable incredible un-Earthly
It wasn't like a light as we know light, such as a beam of light from, say, a torch or something. That kind of light illuminates whatever it's aimed
at, and it's a beam of light you can see through. The beam of light i saw seemed like it was a physical thing, solid, i could look at it but not see
I looked up to see if i could see where it was coming from, but as i did so, i was suddenly aware that I was inside the beam of light looking down
from a height. I could see my physical self hugging my boy. Then very suddenly I was back beside him and i felt my boy's soul pass through mine and it
was the most mind-blowing ecstatic feeling I ever experienced in my entire life. Then it was over, I was back in my physical body, my boy was gone,
the shaft of light was gone, the little cloud of 'fog' was gone.
My boy actually came back to let me know he had arrived, he was safe and I needn't worry.
That was 3 years ago and i remember every amazing detail as if it just happened.
This experience was a day after another i'd had, where I actually went to the edge/boundary of spirit-world looking for my special boy. I was met by a
man there. But I won't go into that here, I'm aware I've hogged much of your time already in this post.
Thank you for reading.