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originally posted by: Ghostsinthefog
Woke up this morning and my lung and seemed to have cleared themselves out and I'm not holding water anymore, so physically I feel better. Just so people don't worry, I do a see a therapist and a psychiatrist every 2 weeks, it was because when I first came out of CVISU after 4 months, without a beating heart, but still being alive just messed with me so badly mentally I needed to. I still see them I have spoke to them about my feelings of not wanting the LVAD (the machine) anymore, and they both understand my reasoning , as do many of you, but they also encourage me to see the good outcomes, it does help, but my good and bad days are a 50/50 split. The therapist helps me more mentally where my Psychiatrist helps me in the medicine component. (Nabilone, cipralex, wellbutrin, clonazapam).
Today I might find out if I get to go home and anytime soon, so that's something I'm anxiously looking forward to. As a random side not, try to never be put under on proprofol. Being under it over a 4 month period m memory has never recovered, it just like mashed potatoes some days.
Now lets find out what today brings.
Anyhow thank you all for listening (again)