posted on Sep, 28 2018 @ 08:19 AM
Good Morning Shed!
So nice to read back and see updates from friends who have been busy and MIA.
It's finally stopped raining here in Tennessee (my part anyway) and sunny skies are supposed to be on the way. We've weathered through the storms
just like we have and will continue to do, here, in the Shed.
I spoke to my sister last night and my sister in law and she does not sound well. She sounds very tired and is not eating, not able to really...I've
picked up on some clues while talking with them the past month or so and liver cancer being what it is and Alzheimer being what it is...I think they
will decide their fate and I believe that they will decide to "go" together.
Now, I may sound uncaring but believe I am not. I have just become at ease since my brother/nephew decided to take his own life that it was his own
life and he did everything in his power to assuage the unpleasantness that his death brought. Me wanting him to stay alive, in all of his misery,
would have been selfish of me.
So, I think I can feel that way about my sister and whatever decisions are best for them. They are still in their "right" mind and are both retired,
old school, nurses so they know what is coming and they know how to make things as easy as possible. It's not my choice but, it IS theirs.
Phew! I said it out loud.
There are tiny rays of sunshine peeking out from behind the clouds, sometimes we just have to look a little more closely to see them.
(((hugs))) and love to all of you.