posted on Aug, 4 2018 @ 02:41 AM
a reply to: hopenotfeariswhatweneed
I'm trying to find a way to attend an online course for a local University (an hour away, I have no car) but the paperwork is daunting and applying
for a scholarship spins me just trying to FIND them and then fill them out is a challange.
I can't even do simple stuff anymore even though I have the talent for the Major.
Just trying to consolidate resources and not give up in the process.
If I can't handle simple paperwork, how the hell am I going to manage a caseload?
Everything seems futile.
It nags me daily.
I go for long walks and pick up trash on the side of the road or put shopping carts back in the return carriage just to keep busy.
I don't want to end up homeless again.
edit on 8/4/18 by GENERAL EYES because: (no reason given)