been on this site since 2008 and I have never posted an introduction!
Simply because at the time of joining I never had a story to tell (beyond sitting in a dimly lit room reading about topics on my PC!)
So ive been on a journey for some time involving an accidental discovery of hypnosis (and other things) and I wanted to share my story in the shortest
Ive spent the last year looking for some hope, inspiration, similar story to learn from or even a simple ray of light to clear up that foggy path that
is life so to speak which I am sure some can agree does have its moments!
Now, I know some folks on here absolutely hate when threads involve videos, but when I tried writing what I needed to tell it was lost in
transciption/translation for what of a better way to put it. Did not help with text being about 25 pages long and I was not even beyond telling things
that have happened during pre-teen years.
A few select people who are close/dear to me suggested producing a video series (non-monetised) just to help get it off my chest by talking to a
camera unscripted to tell points of my life story as a form of closure and possibly something that some people might like to hear when going through
their own battles in life.
I have taken a chance here and it was so, very difficult to do, just to sit and talk off the cuff to a camera with minimal editing in places where I
Halfway through the whole thing just now (At Part 2 of 4) but having started im quite keen to finish it.
I used to post a lot on here, it got me through a lot of painful times too and I quite often find myself hesitating to post now as I started this
strange thing of worrying too much about what others think. Rather ironic its come full circle to the original place where I started opening up
slightly and its now at the point im doing an introduction ten years later. Should become clear why if you can take the time to hear my story as to
why but im also overcoming a fear here too so feck it!
Anyways, my main motivations for doing this have been so much of the pain experienced in early years, narcissistic/violent/gas lighting abuse from
family members and in relationships, betrayal from friends I trusted but especially judgement from what I feel are ignorant people severely lacking in
knowledge, bullying due to having hearing loss and I will cover the rest.
Thanks in advance to any of you who simply take the time out to listen and wherever you are, no matter what you are going through, I wish you all the
PS: Excuse the frank tone and Scottish accent if it is quite rough!
(Apologies to MOD's if this is in the wrong section, not quite sure where it belonged)
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So I sat down tonight and spoke once again off the cuff and it became so long even with editing that I have decided to make this a 5 part series of
vids. (Totally going to make this a 245 part thing by the way) - Sarcasm intended!
To be honest I kinda broke down too much making the 4th part and wandered of track. Decided to keep the topics covered within it as a video in itself.
I would love to let a lot more out, after keeping my mouth shut since being a young child, but im doing my best to condense it all and keep it easy to
follow for all that stumble across this story.
Part 4 will be up soon and thanks for staying the course if you are.
Thank you for the MOD's who have applaused (probably just for putting this in the right category for once) and those that have taken the time to send
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