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originally posted by: Skorpiogurl
Ok. Thank you so much for all of the thoughtful responses.
I agree that I am being super emotional and slightly irrational due to the current situation. I feel much better for having read the responses. It helps sometimes to get outside perspectives! I sent her the following text:
"I'm sorry I got upset my friend. I was being irrational." (I told her about the beach/sister thing) "When you said you were already going to the beach I assumed it was an invitation and got all excited. Then I got totally disappointed when I realized it wasn't."
Anyway, she replied and totally understood and I felt 100 times better for having let her in on my feelings instead of letting them stay in my head.
I will use this day to be alone (with my sister), to relax and journal or walk or whatever. To honor her memory in this small way And I'll also wave to my friend if I see her driving by, and maybe I'll bring an egg so I can egg her car too! As it stands now, me and her have plans for shopping on Saturday and going to the beach next Friday assuming the weather holds out.
Thank you again for the opinions, thoughts and support. It means a lot, very helpful!