posted on Jul, 19 2018 @ 07:50 AM
a reply to: Skorpiogurl
I know how you feel. I lost family who were not saved even though I tried to lead them to a relationship with Christ, it was disheartening. But I
never blamed God or was mad with him. If anything I was mad at myself for not trying harder. To make up for that loss I try to lead more people to
faith on Christ through his cross.
I hope you understand we cannot control the the corruption of the flesh, we can slow it down with good diets and exercise.
What caused her liver disease?
If her prescription was called in it had to be a non narcotic because schedule 1 narcotics the prescriptions are hand carried by patient and you can
only get a months worth. Because it was called in tells me it may have been Gabapentin. This drug taken in large quantities will cause psychosis and
Hallucinations and death. Low doses of Gabapentin used in conjunction with low doses of codeine have shown to help people with back pain, i.e. I
suffer badly after a fall from a ladder. But if Gabapentin is taken in large doses it will cause major psychosis and mental breakdown which you
Did you ever tell her about Jesus Christ and help her come to the knowledge off him through faith on his cross?
Being pissed off at God is a major issue for you and you have to deal with that. We cannot but tell you to trust in him more at this point. Don't
worry it is not blasphemy of the Holy Ghost to be angry with God, however it can lead you to Apostasy and that would not be good.
Honor her memory by doing as I have done, reach out to more people and tell them about Jesus , read your Bible more, beware we are in the last days
and there are tons of teachers heaped up today who are leading many astray with false doctrine and fables and feel good tickle the ears stories
instead of encouraging us to evangelize, rebuke, reprove and exalting with Longsuffering and Doctrine. Correct doctrine is not being taught today but
teachers after our money are everywhere. For those who have false teaching, use the correct doctrines of the preserved English Scriptures of the AKJV
and in Preaching, reprove, rebuke and exhort just as it says in 2Tim 3:1-8
Again I feel for you and your loss. And we will keep you in our prayers for spiritual strength and guidance in this time of darkness for you. I
found that God hides in the darkness for us to find him and seek him and there we will be drawn closer and find new purpose in our life to serve
edit on 19-7-2018 by ChesterJohn because: (no reason given)