I Am So Sick of Your Opinions

originally posted by: muzzleflash

Muzzles, listen to this. You know a lot of us love you. This song is our love to you. Listen to it loud, with headphones, volume up as far as you can make them go. Love you, babe

WTF WHY CAN'T I RESPOND ON THIS SITE ANYMORE. UGH... SO MUCH SCREWED UP. www.youtube.com...

a reply to: Abysha

I'm not so well today. I'm sitting in silence trying to cope with my deep and powerful thoughts and feelings that never seem to go away.

I just don't feel like there's a tomorrow... Well, I don't feel it matters if there is. All there is is today and I just want to sleep so I can escape.

One of the best acts of the 90s...

Ohhhhh my God I'm so in Love with her!!
I just can't contain it or make it stop!!!

It's consistent through every fiber of my being...
It reverberates and echoes way deep down into the infinity of my Soul...
She's the Reason...

I just don't Understand.
I'll never Understand.
I refuse to even have a clue.
To me only 1 thing is True...
You.

You definitely don't have a clue.
Nothing else explains what You do.
If only You knew....
If only....

I just try to keep Faith that God won't let me down. It's hard being Patient...



I know You're reading me.
I just know it with all my Being.
It is True.

I'm fading out of this reality
am I alive now?
am I somewhere in between?
Dancing high above the ground
I don't know when I'm coming down
If I can't live without you
Than why am I still breathing?
Just let go (I'm trying)

Stretching out this silver thread
Somewhere between life and death
Reach a point of no return
This vessel's pulling me back in again
Cause I'm your ghost
Cause I'm your ghost

I pace the hall now
Can you see right through me?
A silhouette bound
A lifeless entity
Dancing high above the ground
I don't know when I'm coming down
If I can't live without you
Than why am I still breathing?
Just let go (I'm trying)

Stretching out this silver thread
Somewhere between life and death
Reach a point of no return
This vessel's pulling me back in again
Cause I'm your ghost
Cause I'm your ghost

When you hear a sound
And no ones around
Just know I'm there
Cause I'm your ghost
Cause I'm your ghost
And when the world grows still
And you feel a chill
Just know I'm there
Cause I'm your ghost
Cause I'm your ghost
Oh I'll be waiting for the day
When your soul arrives and I am free
But until then I'll be your ghost my love
Oh I'll be waiting for the day
When your soul arrives and I am free
But until then I'll be your ghost

Stretching out this silver thread
Somewhere between life and death
Reach a point of no return
This vessel's pulling me back in again
(Then why am I still breathing)

We've got so much to catch up on...
I'm not mad at all.

And Yes....
You'll always be my Lady of Flames...

Please tell me
I'll move on without you
I can hear your voice
But haven't felt you lately

You make your way
Into my bloodstream
I can hear you screaming
But can't feel a thing

I can't feel you anymore
You're the ghost in the hallway
The creeks in the floor
You're the doubt that's in my brain
You're the voice in my head that's been driving me insane

Could this be real or am I dreaming of you
Don't wake me up cause I can't handle the truth
I'm reaching out and I can almost touch you
But I know I'm not awake

I hold my breathe when it pulls me under
The thought of you makes my world colder
It takes me back to something familiar
Your soul's the pressure pushing down on me

I can't feel you anymore
You're the ghost in the hallway
The creeks in the floor
You're the doubt that's in my brain
You're the voice in my head that's been driving me insane

Could this be real or am I dreaming of you
Don't wake me up cause I can't handle the truth
I'm reaching out and I can almost touch you
But I know I'm not awake

Cause I know I'm not awake
You keep deceiving me

Let go the hands in your face
Only hold more when they are left empty
I fell for the girl in the sky but I know I'm not awake

Could this be real or am I dreaming of you
Don't wake me up cause I can't handle the truth
I'm reaching out and I can almost touch you
But I know I'm not awake

hahahah

If you think I'm being juvenile well I guess I am.

You made me feel like I can be a kid again and play and have fun. I have Dreams again but in a bigger better way.

Why won't you be a kid again too?
Let's have fun and do crazy stuff lol

I've come up with a few really good concepts in the last few days.

I should write some threads just for you. Anyone's welcome to read em tho.

If I ever have time and energy to sit down and write them, that is.... Sigh.

I think I'll just try to finish the chapter of the Dream thread I've been sitting on. I wanna do the other chapters and finish it so I can move on to some of these other threads I designed a few years ago.

God I'm so far behind lol....

Hey you know what I did last night? I just went on Paltalk which I rarely used the last 10 yrs but have more recently.

Ever since they took the ATS chatrooms down I used Paltalk.

Hey anyone who's reading this and wants to talk to me add me on there, my screen name is walkingstaff.

I always go to Spirituality or Metaphysics subsections.

Somebody come hang out with me. We can talk about anything.