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I Am So Sick of Your Opinions

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posted on Jun, 14 2018 @ 03:13 PM
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a reply to: muzzleflash

Edvard Much's "The Scream" how I feel daily. I love that painting.

Good rant there Muzzleflash!




posted on Jun, 14 2018 @ 10:07 PM
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posted on Jun, 14 2018 @ 10:14 PM
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posted on Jun, 14 2018 @ 11:07 PM
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I just knew you were out there listening... I just knew it. Somehow deep in my Soul... something told me so.

Still dunno what to say or do (tonight). I'm really tired, my new job's cool. I got paid today too.

I got some really really awesome material to write here, for you and for everyone. Im so far behind on writing...

You more than anyone knows.... I'm gonna blow your # mind and rock your socks off. Hahahah.

There's just no way to predict what I'll do next. Even I don't know yet. Im just that obscure and mysterious when it comes to what I do on this crazy website.

But ya know if you really think about it, there's no mystery to me at all.
It's crystal clear...
I'm your





posted on Jun, 14 2018 @ 11:13 PM
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a reply to: keithpayne77

Hmmm... Let's play somethin a lil off beat...




posted on Jun, 15 2018 @ 12:05 AM
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I don't care what anyone thinks...
You came and talked to me and that's all that matters....




edit on 6/15/2018 by muzzleflash because: (no reason given)



posted on Jun, 15 2018 @ 12:10 AM
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a reply to: keithpayne77

I'm glad everyone went away (lmfao) I just wanna talk to you...



Soooo.... You gonna answer me?
You gonna tell me?




posted on Jun, 15 2018 @ 12:34 AM
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You wanna


And we can get ta


If I'm gonna get stupid with it, I might as well go all the way.
Why??? Cuz...



posted on Jun, 15 2018 @ 01:07 AM
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a reply to: keithpayne77

I just get so religious...


And I still can't believe you responded to my request for confirmation when I wrote that Abduction thread (which was a hit)



I keep gettin


and I need the cure... So gimme my



posted on Jun, 15 2018 @ 01:43 AM
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You have any idea what you put me through?
Is Love really a Mindcrime?
What did you expect I'd say??



You have no idea what's up with me.


You're right - I don't even know you.
But you've always been my



I sacrificed everything that meant anything, I lost it all and I'll never get it back. I got nothing from it. I trusted you with my life and you left me to die.

Is it all a game to you? Am I even human? I barely escaped your disaster alive.

Nothingness... Emptiness...
I withered away in the Silence of Solitude, confined to the asylum caged in a cell you built just for me.

All I wanna know is Why?
Is Love truly a Crime?



posted on Jun, 15 2018 @ 01:59 AM
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a reply to: keithpayne77

If you hear any message from me, ever, let it be this.

I always forgive.
I always leave the door open.

I learned what it is to be alive.
I experienced the Universe.
Maybe it's never what I wanted but I had to learn how to accept what I recieved.

I was never perfect.
I made many mistakes.
But you were never one of them.

I am a New Man.
I am alive right now.
My Heart is full and it always will be no matter how many cruelties or tortures I must endure.

You can just take it or leave it.
I will always be who I am...



posted on Jun, 15 2018 @ 02:48 AM
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Like a mist,
eerie and hauntingly close,
just about in your grasp
but never yours.
As I see it,
or rather don't,
Love is a Ghost;
never seen,
only heard of.








posted on Jun, 15 2018 @ 02:59 AM
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You might think you're Demi,
because to you, I'm



But our Blessing, and Curse,
Is that you are my


And you'll forever hear murmurs, faint breaths and susurrations...calling to you...Jennifer...Love...








posted on Jun, 15 2018 @ 03:47 AM
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Looks like someone had Mills and Boone with their vodka.



posted on Jun, 16 2018 @ 07:54 PM
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I agree, in almost two decades I’ve never posted on this site until now, but I just did it to say yeah, the mental health on this site has always been trash. It’s basically a forum version of cs:go with an extra side of pathological levels of skepticism/criticism. Some people on here geuinely believe they’re some sort of secret agent in their own minds. I wish therapy was more affordable sometimes.



posted on Jun, 17 2018 @ 06:21 AM
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I'm sick of your opinion



posted on Jun, 18 2018 @ 11:31 AM
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originally posted by: zandra
a reply to: muzzleflash
I'm sick of your opinion


Good. You should think for yourself.

Just yesterday I was repeating my mistakes and having very poor judgment, saying crap I don't even agree with or care for.

But maybe today I can do better and learn from those mistakes. Maybe I can flush my stupid opinions and focus on making my life better. Maybe I can rise up out of the toilet of my own creation.

Thank you for being real about it.



posted on Jun, 18 2018 @ 11:36 AM
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originally posted by: testingtesting
Looks like someone had Mills and Boone with their vodka.


It's worse than that man, I wish I had an excuse. I'm just a foolish person that makes a lot of bad judgments.

Today is a fresh start, I'm going to do better and try to stop assuming crap based on what I wish were true rather than what all the evidence says is true.

I'm gonna focus on my new job and keep my mind out of the muddy gutter it has become so comfortable in. I'm not perfect, I will make more mistakes - but I'm making an effort to change and improve.



posted on Jun, 18 2018 @ 10:25 PM
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I got my first check today.

I made 33$ an hour last week!!

I haven't even made commissions yet, when I do it'll be way way more!!

You have no idea how excited I am.
Don't sue me ok? Let me enjoy this lol!!!



posted on Jun, 18 2018 @ 10:33 PM
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originally posted by: muzzleflash
It's worse than that man, I wish I had an excuse. I'm just a foolish person that makes a lot of bad judgments.

Today is a fresh start, I'm going to do better and try to stop assuming crap based on what I wish were true rather than what all the evidence says is true.

I'm gonna focus on my new job and keep my mind out of the muddy gutter it has become so comfortable in. I'm not perfect, I will make more mistakes - but I'm making an effort to change and improve.



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