posted on May, 18 2018 @ 06:34 PM
What I didn't know is that it was going to open up all the crap I repressed and also introduce things like precognition. Now keep in mind, I was now
a skeptic and had absolutely no belief in being able to predict the future. That was total hogwash to me. But it's one thing to believe something
isn't real to then have it land in your lap and have to deal with it. Dreams started to come true. At first I was easily dismissing it as
coincidence but also had a dream journal which would inevitably lead to entries that I could then return to and find out I had not only dreamed it,
but written it down. It took to the age of 16 before I finally accepted that it was happening and was legit, not some belief.
Now I didn't know what to believe. I was suddenly skeptical of skeptics, I was skeptical of religion, I was skeptical of myself. It was very
confusing for me at that time and of course getting kicked out didn't help but man the lucid dreams were so beyond amazing I couldn't get enough. And
this lead to spontaneous out-of-body experiences which were like lucid dreams except the classical leaving your body seeing it in the bed and not
being able to go too far before being pulled back in.
Even with the OBE's I was skeptical that it wasn't just a lucid dream until I was able to prove to myself that I could access objective information I
shouldn't know. It was pretty easy to do. Go somewhere, look at something, then wake up and go there to see if it matches. Had enough success that
I was able to then accept with certainty, not belief that somehow this OBE stuff was also legit. And it did make me happy.
Best of all, I started remembering that I did this OBE stuff as a child and returned to that being which made me curious, could I go back there?
Found out that I could and now instead of being a sissy all scared of it I started to related to it with more openness.
This being was part of my first lucid dream, it was the voice in the dream that challenged my intellect to do the reality check. It was also there
assisting in the first OBEs. I started recognizing its influence in other areas of my life. So obviously I had a need to know, what is this being?
Is it God? Is it something else?
It was this being that helped me have my first lucid precognitive dream. I already had a lot of experience with it at this point. Quite often the
meetings took place in what people call the "Void" of astral space and in this fateful experience it asked me, "What do you want to experience?" and I
told it, "I want to experience people setting aside their social, religious and political beliefs to enjoy each others company."
The being opened up this 2D window and I could see a birds eye view of myself on a beach. I've gone through this process many times into other dream
experiences so knew to just project myself into the avatar in the dream. Once there, I was fully lucid and had a great experience. Except... it was
all 100% precognitive. That dream was the soon to be future event in my waking life. One of the most powerful, profound experience ever. I never
knew lucidity could bridge into precognition but that dream changed all that. When that dream came true, I also had all the lucid awareness and it
was like I was lucid dreaming while awake for the first time and not the last time.
Lucid Precognitive Dreaming is the experience that define clearly with uncertainty that this reality is somehow that initial dream that later becomes
a future event. And it took the final process of changing these types of dreams to observe the changes happening here to answer that question and
provide the veridical evidence I needed to know, not believe that reality is at a root level, a type of dream that lasts a lifetime.
Now this being also helped me overcome some more amnesia and I was able to remember several lifetimes and move into even non-human life such as insect
and animal. To go as far as remembering coming too this Earth system and the motivation being new experiences.
Other insights that were very profound came when I was 24 and while working with this being I came to an amazing epiphany during an OBE that this
being wasn't some external entity outside myself, that I was this being. That it was my future self. This path of investigation took me to a
singularity of consciousness and I became aware that everything, everyone started from oneness, this exact oneness where each of us had branched off
and become individual parts of this whole. I came to the realization that I am projecting my awareness from this singularity into experiential
reality, not projecting my awareness out of my body.
Even more relatable for me now at 46 so this is recent, I was at the Monroe Institute taking their gateway program and remember that lake, I returned
and saw not grey trance lucent cells rather radiant beings of light as far as the eye could see. A mass evolution took place and all participants had
grown and evolved becoming something more. It was another wonderful vision of a purpose or goal in what we ultimately evolve into.
So that is a summary there is a lot more but the gest of it is we come from a non-local, non-linear singularity of the self. Each of us are parts of
this whole. We are in fact all aspects of each other, interconnected and unified. It has evolved using highly organized thought (dreams) to create
patterns of experience and this process is much like the programming language of reality.
Other interesting insights include the concept that our reality is merely just a rendering, the final product of information processing ergo space is
Cartesian and a product of information processing and time merely an animation of data following a defined rule-set.
While we are here in this locality, we are in a state of limitation and constraint so we don't see the forest through the trees. We have a very
finite perception of infinity and impose our limits and beliefs into the experience. But to see the forest through the trees we need to become
conscious during sleep and enact a process of reclamation of self, recovering amnesiac fragments of memory and answer our own questions through
experience to shed belief and obtain truth and knowledge.
And that has been my way, my path now for this lifetime and it's why I think I have this different perspective which pretty much answers the insight
the being or my future self gave me about this life being different. I understand completely now what that means as in no other life was I as aware
and awake as I am this time.
If I could redefine belief here I would say it's better to believe in yourself, or the self rather than some externalized concept of deity or god
because deity or god is merely and aspect of the universal self of which we are all parts of.
A nice metaphor for interconnectedness comes right within our own biology that we all start as a single cell (oneness) that becomes many to form a
whole. That oneness and interconnectedness is not some fanciful ideology but more truth than people dare realize. Also it explains why love is
critical in our evolution as we cannot unify or return to oneness through fear, hate and what I call lower order consciousness. It is that which
keeps many of us in separation from not only the source of who we are, but each other in this larger reality.