The Shed 19

a reply to: WalkInSilence



She WAS watching a movie! Really!
(She's currently getting ready for her bed.)

Hey, I'm always silly & talkative...ish, I just don't always show it!

(I've been a wee bit down lately, but have given myself a shake! Got my fix of the great outdoors, and am back on fine form. This is my usual silly state... I only get quiet when I'm troubled! (or up to something!!!) LOL

Ahahaha! Wis and Gordi, you guys are awesome and making me laugh! I should be doing laundry or something, but between here and facebook, I'm having too much fun. In my best Troll voice...It is good.

I had a moment of unreal clarity last week. Enlightenment, if you will. It was beautiful.

My higher self talked to me and I heard what he said.

"What the # are you doing?" was the sentence silently uttered.

I heard it and thought to myself "I don't actually know but I think now would be a good time to stop this stupid behaviour." I'm down to 40% of my usual daily intake of alcohol. I've been drinking for the last 15 years and heavily for the last 10. I did rehab last year but didn't last 5 days because I couldn't stomach the prison food. (No really, someone told me it's the same food they serve to people in prison. Mass-produced, reheated and quite awful when you're picky like me. Plus I can cook when I make the effort) The rehab itself was fine.

So, here I am a year later doing it all by myself. (IMHO the best way) Slow and gentle steps will lead me to the place I used to be and the person I used to be before it all started. It's been a long time coming but things are slowly starting to come back together again. I start the day with my usual coffee, drink one or two beers to steady my nerves and things feel like they are on the up.

ETA Beer number 5 has just been opened but it is just gone 11 pm.

a reply to: WalkInSilence

Yes we are.
We have been observing you for years now. You are as predictable as a clock.

Don't lie. Tell him the truth. We have spies in Scotland. This is a conspiracy site after all. Sheesh!

a reply to: Gordi The Drummer
That's OK, you just contradicted yourself, but that's alright.

Now you take it easy, go hang in the hammock and look at the clouds.

a reply to: LightSpeedDriver

You must be feckin AWESOME when you're totally "un-stupid"!!
I shall wish you every success in your reduction endeavours.

a reply to: Night Star

I didn't lie. But he doesn't know we were there all along observing him.

originally posted by: WalkInSilence

That's OK, you just contradicted yourself, but that's alright.....

OK, I'll bite... Where did I contradict myself?
***BRACE FOR IMPACT*** LOL

PS - That's a COOL wolf image btw!

a reply to: LightSpeedDriver

Your liver will thank you for quitting. Take baby steps if you need to, they still lead forward. All my best to you Sweetie!

Speaking of liver...I see my Doc and last time I discussed maybe upping my dosages of anxiety and pain pills. I am on low doses and it isn't enough. I have been debating this for years. Meds affect so many things. I still don't know what to do. I can take a lot and have suffered through for so long. I think I just may have to.

a reply to: Night Star

Dr Gordi says:
Move to the Highlands and take up the Bagpipes!
Anxiety GONE. (Along with EVERYONE in a 200 foot radius of your bagpipe playing!)

originally posted by: WalkInSilence
a reply to: Night Star

I didn't lie. But he doesn't know we were there all along observing him.

Shhhhh, I was trying to keep that a secret. Now he will be looking for us. Hmmm...maybe he will invite us in for a drink before booting our butts back to the States.

a reply to: LightSpeedDriver

Wow. Thank you for sharing. I had no clue you were "in this way".
You are so awesome, compassionate and present when you are here.
Keep striving in what ever direction it is you feel you need to go.

originally posted by: Gordi The Drummer
a reply to: Night Star

Dr Gordi says:
Move to the Highlands and take up the Bagpipes!
Anxiety GONE. (Along with EVERYONE in a 200 foot radius of your bagpipe playing!)

Ummm...no. How about you teach me guitar instead? We can have someone take a video of it. Should be hilarious.
Night: Wait, what? Where was that chord? How do you make this chord? What comes next? What do you mean I'm not holding the guitar right?

Gordi: Deep sigh.

a reply to: Night Star

I'm taking notes here.... "Chords..."
That'll be useful.

Thank you Lorraine.

originally posted by: WalkInSilence

That's OK, you just contradicted yourself, but that's alright.

tick tock tick tock...

a reply to: Night Star

He will never spot us. You with your elven powers and me with shapeshifting.
He will just think we are rocks or trees or birds. It takes wits to find us.

a reply to: Gordi The Drummer
Re-read your post, you nit wit and please share some of that whiskey.
I haven't had a proper one in thirteen years.
Whiskey that is.

originally posted by: Gordi The Drummer
a reply to: Night Star

I'm taking notes here.... "Chords..."
That'll be useful.

Thank you Lorraine.

Chords, not cord. What the heck are you up to now? Should I run and hide or something?

originally posted by: WalkInSilence
a reply to: Night Star

He will never spot us. You with your elven powers and me with shapeshifting.
He will just think we are rocks or trees or birds. It takes wits to find us.

Oh our Shed selves. Gotcha! LOL Good thinking!

a reply to: WalkInSilence

I did...
I'm still waiting for you to explain.
Me being dumb an' all!

If It's to do with Chrissie watching a movie or going to bed.... at 10.01pm she was watching a movie, but by 10.15pm she was getting ready for bed...
If it's not that... I'm like a Deer with its eyes poked out... No Idea!